Confessional

[Monica Padilla]

So Ashley just PMed me and was like "u wanna be in a bad girlz alliance?" And in my mind I was like, "No, I don't want to get chalmydia from your lack of charisma."

But this is Survivor, so what did I say? "Of course!" I am curious as to who is in this alliance. Hopefully it's the 5 of us girls. And we can just keep Rob around in hopes that we'll never have to be around. And of course, how cool is it to be on the inside of a secret alliance?!

So yeah. I'm on the alert.

[Monica Padilla]

I really do like Sierra now, and trust her a lot more. We've been all over this board searching for an idol, to no avail.

There has to be one somewhere... There has to be something... somewhere. Gah.

[Amanda Kimmel]

I can't say anything, you know that! Though are there idols at all...?

[Monica Padilla]

That's for you to know, and me to find out.

[Monica Padilla]

IDOLIDOLIDOL.

pwn. (luck)

Thank you random.org, for giving me this little godsend. Hopefully between myself and Heidi, we can get this idol. I think my guess was a REALLY good one. Woo!

I wrote this confessional because I do NOT trust Stephen. I know him from a past game, and he turned on me! I'm not going to hold it against him to try and get him out, but I'm definitely not aligning with him. No way.

I'll try and write more of these. Not a lot going on right now. I've heard from Stephen, Sierra and Rob that tonight, it's Becky. So I'm assuming that's what'll happen.

[Monica Padilla]

So it looks like both tribes will be going to tribal. This is AWESOME! I'm not sure exactly what our tribe will do, but hopefully we'll be able to get someone out who is fishy, like Ashley or Stephen. Maybe there will be a tribe swap after this? I don't know, it seems sort of early to do something like that.

Again, I'm feeling really strong with Sierra and Rob. Hopefully we'll all survive this tribal once again.

[Monica Padilla]

So everything with Sierra is great. She's definitely one I can trust. We came up with the plan to get me kidnapped, and give Brett the idol clue in return for kidnapping me. I'm a bit worried now, since I told him he'd have to think it over. I hope it happens, because I need that alliance on the other tribe.

Simultaneously, Rob is having a mental break down over being voted out. He's a noob.
Mistake: He admitted that he was a really strong player.
But he's easy to work with because he'll trust anything I say. So he finally figured it out.

He and I are both letting Ashley M think the target is John. In reality, she's the target. John, Darrah, Rob and Sierra will vote her out. So that's the vote plan right now.

Also: Once I get the idol, I plan on giving it to Sierra. I want her to feel as though she can trust me. I hope that doesn't turn on me, but I feel like she'll harbor fears if I'm holding the idol, and therefore try and blindside me.

[Monica Padilla]

hays1392 (6:31:41 PM): hey boy hey
Jt Jt (6:31:48 PM): hey
Jt Jt (6:31:48 PM):
hays1392 (6:31:51 PM): is there anyone you want?
hays1392 (6:31:59 PM): if we both get to keep our allies, i think it'd work out well.
Jt Jt (6:32:04 PM): me too
Jt Jt (6:32:28 PM): no one in particular, I wouldn't mind Darrah, she seems nice, unless you want her
hays1392 (6:32:34 PM): so... i can part with her.
Jt Jt (6:32:41 PM): lol
hays1392 (6:32:42 PM): really, i just want to choose a certain 4 of them.
Jt Jt (6:32:50 PM): do tell, I wont choose them
hays1392 (6:32:51 PM): becuase 4 is majority
hays1392 (6:32:54 PM): of course.
hays1392 (6:32:58 PM): are you close with heidi?
Jt Jt (6:33:02 PM): yes
Jt Jt (6:33:03 PM):
hays1392 (6:33:12 PM): okay
hays1392 (6:33:16 PM): you can have her then
Jt Jt (6:33:20 PM): thanks
hays1392 (6:33:26 PM): i want rob and sierra most.
Jt Jt (6:33:31 PM): alright
hays1392 (6:33:35 PM): then if you get darrah, i could have john?
Jt Jt (6:33:43 PM): yes
hays1392 (6:33:46 PM): are you close with steph on your tribe?
Jt Jt (6:33:49 PM): no
hays1392 (6:33:56 PM): ok, i can take her!
Jt Jt (6:34:00 PM): alright
hays1392 (6:34:04 PM): is there anyone you want out on your tibe, that i could boot?
Jt Jt (6:34:16 PM): Steph and Fabio
hays1392 (6:34:22 PM): because if you picked stephen, then i could get rid of him.
hays1392 (6:34:29 PM): then you could get rid of him*
hays1392 (6:34:29 PM): lol
Jt Jt (6:34:32 PM): lol
Jt Jt (6:34:33 PM): I will
hays1392 (6:34:35 PM): i'm also not a huge fan of austin
Jt Jt (6:34:59 PM): I'll take Austin, Darrah, Stephen, Heidi, Matty and someone else?
Jt Jt (6:35:00 PM): or
Jt Jt (6:35:04 PM): idk how man
Jt Jt (6:35:04 PM): y
hays1392 (6:35:08 PM): we'll each get 6.
Jt Jt (6:35:17 PM): oh okay
Jt Jt (6:35:24 PM): I'll pick Darrah first I guess
Jt Jt (6:35:27 PM): and you pick your person
Jt Jt (6:35:44 PM): Brett's a large threat if you would want to get rid of him
hays1392 (6:36:47 PM): yeah...
Jt Jt (6:39:51 PM): austin yea?
hays1392 (6:40:01 PM): stephen?
Jt Jt (6:40:01 PM): k ill get him
Jt Jt (6:40:04 PM): oh thats right
Jt Jt (6:41:05 PM): brett fabio or Jimmy is fine with me
Jt Jt (6:42:31 PM): do u want John?
hays1392 (6:42:37 PM): Please.
Jt Jt (6:42:38 PM): k
hays1392 (6:42:50 PM): I also don't want Brett... I think he has an extra vote
hays1392 (6:42:54 PM): i think he and darrah both do.
hays1392 (6:44:15 PM): do you care if i take JJ?
Jt Jt (6:44:26 PM): I kind of want to get rid of him
hays1392 (6:44:30 PM): I will!
Jt Jt (6:44:33 PM): alright
Jt Jt (6:44:34 PM):
hays1392 (6:48:41 PM): I'm glad we worked that out so well.
Jt Jt (6:48:54 PM): me too
hays1392 (6:48:58 PM): if there's anyone you want to see gone first, i can make that happen.
Jt Jt (6:49:07 PM): jimmy
Jt Jt (6:49:22 PM): hes useless in challenges anyways
hays1392 (6:49:22 PM): consider it done.
Jt Jt (6:49:29 PM): I'll get Stephen out whenever I can
hays1392 (6:49:34 PM): =)

[Monica Padilla]

Now I have absolutely no clue who to trust. It turns out that Sierra and Rob did not want to trust me, but the target this round is still JJ. Hopefully he'll go, and then Rob will go for being dramatic. He was freaking out to an intoxicated Sierra and she cussed him out. Whatever. I can't believe I trusted them so much!

And I lied, I do know who to trust. Stephenie.

[Amanda Kimmel]

Why Stephenie? Have you forgiven her for that (unintentional) self-vote last season?

[Monica Padilla]

I don't hold grudges from season to season.

[Amanda Kimmel]

I wasn't talking about a grudge. What about trust?

[Monica Padilla]

Well you can't trust and you do hold a grudge, according to Sierra. Please stop trying to break my alliance with her. It's not going to work. Just stay out of it, you're supposed to be objective. Stop breaking your own rules. I can quit whenever I want, but I'd rather beat your slander and see how far I can make it. So just stop talking about me. It was a game, and IT IS OVER. It was over 7 months ago. I don't know why you brought it up... I thought we were cool again...

Sierra sent me the logs, and only you would use a word like eviscerate.

[Amanda Kimmel]

I never told her that you were still like that, and I am allowed to talk about prior games as long as I don't relate it to this one.

Trust me, I have never outright said for anyone to not trust you. And we are cool. And I will stay out of it. If you don't want me mentioning the past, then I won't.

[Monica Padilla]

She made it sound like you didn't want her to trust me, but thanks for being cooperative. I really do appreciate it.

Also, I hate online dice rolling.