a convo with monica:
sierrar66 (4:57:25 PM): hey monica
sierrar66 (4:59:25 PM): sorry abt everything in namibia
sierrar66 (4:59:32 PM): i was gonna ask if u want me to quit
sierrar66 (4:59:36 PM): to make sure you dont get voted out
sierrar66 (4:59:55 PM): cause everyone's saying ur gone if you dont get kidnapped... even tho i think it's actually me that would go
sierrar66 (5:00:01 PM): let me know if u want me to, cause i dont mind
sierrar66 (5:00:12 PM): this game blows anyway
hays1392 (5:03:47 PM): if you want to quit, then you can.
hays1392 (5:03:55 PM): don't do it for me, though.
sierrar66 (5:04:15 PM): well i wouldn't tell people i was doing it for you
sierrar66 (5:04:16 PM):
hays1392 (5:04:21 PM): i know.
sierrar66 (5:04:34 PM): the thing is
sierrar66 (5:04:43 PM): rob is sooooo far up jimmy johnson's ass
sierrar66 (5:04:47 PM): that there is nothing that can be done
sierrar66 (5:04:54 PM): it will either be me or you, or john
sierrar66 (5:05:00 PM): so... game is fucked anyway, to be honest
hays1392 (5:05:19 PM): why can't you, john me steph and fabio work together?
sierrar66 (5:05:24 PM): kinda disappointing doing this REALLY long posting thing for people wh oare just gonna vote me out but wateva
hays1392 (5:05:27 PM): arent those two gone next anyway?
sierrar66 (5:05:34 PM): i dont know
sierrar66 (5:05:44 PM): jimmy says they want you then john gone
sierrar66 (5:05:49 PM): then the rest of weerlig follows
sierrar66 (5:06:01 PM): and rob is with them
sierrar66 (5:06:05 PM): i keep telling ihm
sierrar66 (5:06:13 PM): why cant we just stick with the old tribe?
sierrar66 (5:06:16 PM): and hes like "i dont know"
sierrar66 (5:06:20 PM): but he wont give me a real answer
hays1392 (5:06:45 PM): well, i made an alliance wtih stephenie
hays1392 (5:06:46 PM): so whatever.
hays1392 (5:06:51 PM): they can suck on it.
hays1392 (5:06:57 PM): i'll just tell the other tribe to kidnap rob
hays1392 (5:07:01 PM): and JJ will be fucked.
sierrar66 (5:07:16 PM): that would be nice
hays1392 (5:07:22 PM): we cna do this.
sierrar66 (5:07:23 PM): i'm just... nto gonna tal kto people anymore myself
sierrar66 (5:07:30 PM): i tried to last night
sierrar66 (5:07:36 PM): what happened nayway?
sierrar66 (5:07:49 PM): cause jimmy johnson told me that steph told you a bunch of shit abt me wanting you out
sierrar66 (5:08:01 PM): but i only talked to steph abt the challenge
sierrar66 (5:08:06 PM): i even looked at my convo with her
sierrar66 (5:08:08 PM): and there was nothing
sierrar66 (5:08:12 PM): so... i dont know
hays1392 (5:08:16 PM): steph got it from Rob, hun.
sierrar66 (5:08:28 PM): ya see
hays1392 (5:08:31 PM): we all know who the trouble maker is.
sierrar66 (5:08:31 PM): fuckin guy
sierrar66 (5:08:39 PM): and he was the one that brought all that up
sierrar66 (5:08:43 PM): omg that's annoying
hays1392 (5:08:53 PM): so rob next?
sierrar66 (5:09:05 PM): however you want, however you can make it work
sierrar66 (5:09:12 PM): i'd vote myself next if u asked me too
hays1392 (5:09:21 PM): lol. no
sierrar66 (5:09:23 PM): i'm really... like whatever abt the whole thing
sierrar66 (5:09:29 PM): it's so upsetting
sierrar66 (5:09:31 PM): he was like...
sierrar66 (5:09:37 PM): i dont know if should say
sierrar66 (5:09:46 PM): but he was telling me all this stuff abt like his sexuality...
sierrar66 (5:09:49 PM): like getting me like...
sierrar66 (5:09:54 PM): he's fucking with my head
hays1392 (5:10:08 PM): wait. what?
sierrar66 (5:10:18 PM): he told me he lieks guys
sierrar66 (5:10:26 PM): and he was being all romantic and stuff
hays1392 (5:10:31 PM): what guy who plays ORGs doesn't?
sierrar66 (5:10:34 PM): like after our fight last night
sierrar66 (5:10:40 PM): lol
sierrar66 (5:10:43 PM): well... ya
sierrar66 (5:10:47 PM): but i dont think it's true wit hhim
sierrar66 (5:10:51 PM): i think he's just fucking with me
hays1392 (5:10:53 PM): hmm
hays1392 (5:10:54 PM): weird.
hays1392 (5:10:56 PM): are you a guy?
sierrar66 (5:11:02 PM): ya i am
sierrar66 (5:11:11 PM): wait didn't i tell u that already?
hays1392 (5:11:14 PM): Nope.
sierrar66 (5:11:17 PM): oh
sierrar66 (5:11:19 PM): i coulda swore i did
sierrar66 (5:11:21 PM): sorry
hays1392 (5:11:22 PM): haha
hays1392 (5:11:23 PM): idc
sierrar66 (5:11:38 PM): but yeah like after i got pissed off at him last night
sierrar66 (5:11:43 PM): he started doing this whole sad thing
sierrar66 (5:11:48 PM): like he was falling for me or something
sierrar66 (5:11:55 PM): and he's all hurt that he upset me and shit
sierrar66 (5:12:05 PM): and he's still talking shit abt me behind my back
hays1392 (5:12:43 PM): oh you heartbreaker.
sierrar66 (5:13:21 PM): lol
sierrar66 (5:13:24 PM):
sierrar66 (5:13:29 PM): i hate this game
sierrar66 (5:13:31 PM): sooooooooooo much
sierrar66 (5:13:33 PM): u have no idea
hays1392 (5:13:34 PM): lol
sierrar66 (5:13:58 PM): so then...
sierrar66 (5:14:05 PM): i guess jimmy johnson doesn't know what's going on?
hays1392 (5:14:11 PM): no
hays1392 (5:14:13 PM): and he won't.
sierrar66 (5:14:14 PM): cause he was trying hard to get me to vote you
sierrar66 (5:14:32 PM): all right
sierrar66 (5:14:40 PM): and i dont tell rob or anyone right?
sierrar66 (5:14:50 PM): oh wait
sierrar66 (5:14:53 PM): i sent john a PM before
sierrar66 (5:14:57 PM): telling him abt what rob did
hays1392 (5:15:01 PM): i'm cussing out JJ
sierrar66 (5:15:09 PM): and all that stuff rom last night
sierrar66 (5:15:19 PM): so he may be as confused as i was before talking to you right now
sierrar66 (5:15:20 PM):
hays1392 (5:15:44 PM): hays1392 (4:14:35 PM): why the fuck do you want me out?
hays1392 (4:14:54 PM): I picked you to protect you from JT
hays1392 (4:14:59 PM): and you're not even the target.
hays1392 (4:15:03 PM): so idk why you hate me
klein wilhelm (4:15:15 PM): and u are?
hays1392 (4:15:20 PM): Monica!
klein wilhelm (4:15:23 PM): k
klein wilhelm (4:15:32 PM): well i g2g so ill tlk to u later
hays1392 (4:15:42 PM): you're a great social player.
hays1392 (4:15:43 PM): dumbass.
sierrar66 (5:15:46 PM): oh i see
sierrar66 (5:15:50 PM): jimmy's pissed at me too now
sierrar66 (5:15:53 PM): like, whatever dude
sierrar66 (5:16:13 PM): lol
sierrar66 (5:16:19 PM): i dont know what's up with him man
sierrar66 (5:16:26 PM): i was trying to be like helpful to him and stuff before
sierrar66 (5:16:44 PM): he comes over here and he's like fucking trying to get us all to vote eachother
sierrar66 (5:16:48 PM): and expects us to welcome him
sierrar66 (5:17:51 PM): lol
sierrar66 (5:17:54 PM): we gotta just...
sierrar66 (5:18:05 PM): i dont know, i dont wanna be having all this drama going around us
hays1392 (5:18:15 PM): it's so dumb.
hays1392 (5:18:24 PM): that's why i'm just attacking the source: Rob
sierrar66 (5:18:46 PM): good
sierrar66 (5:19:05 PM): i'll just direct shti towards hi mthen
hays1392 (5:19:08 PM): like you two had your little thing against me and that's whatevs
sierrar66 (5:19:14 PM): if ppl ask me anything i'll just say i'm pissed at rob
hays1392 (5:19:15 PM): but then he went and told Steph
hays1392 (5:19:18 PM): so all this shit started.
sierrar66 (5:20:06 PM): ya what the fuck is that even?
sierrar66 (5:20:49 PM): and it was supposed to be like you going isntead of us if that ever happened, and to keep an eye on you and shit
sierrar66 (5:21:00 PM): i dont know how it suddenly snowballed into your supposed to be going
sierrar66 (5:21:02 PM): liek this round
sierrar66 (5:21:04 PM): that's pathetic
hays1392 (5:21:11 PM): gahh.
hays1392 (5:21:19 PM): i picked you rob and john so we could just own our tribe!
sierrar66 (5:21:35 PM): ya
sierrar66 (5:21:41 PM): and itshouldn't be diffuclt either
sierrar66 (5:21:44 PM): we have the numbers
sierrar66 (5:21:47 PM): this is all soooo stupid
hays1392 (5:22:00 PM): it'll be fine
hays1392 (5:22:06 PM): we'll just go with steph and fabio instead
sierrar66 (5:22:11 PM): okie
sierrar66 (5:22:20 PM): and if anything ever gets brought up again abt you
hays1392 (5:22:21 PM): that'll give us two TCs. we might not even have two TCs
sierrar66 (5:22:23 PM): i'll just tell you immediately
hays1392 (5:22:27 PM): likewise.
sierrar66 (5:22:50 PM): i was just gonna see where it was leading and let ya know if it got out of hand but... ya
sierrar66 (5:22:57 PM): well, then it got out of hand
hays1392 (5:23:03 PM): this game is dumb.
sierrar66 (5:23:14 PM): it's really early for all this
sierrar66 (5:23:20 PM): like... wtf
sierrar66 (5:23:56 PM): what should i do abt rob?
sierrar66 (5:23:58 PM): like...
sierrar66 (5:24:02 PM): just ignore him?
sierrar66 (5:24:08 PM): put him on block and that's that?
hays1392 (5:24:09 PM): idk
hays1392 (5:24:13 PM): noo
sierrar66 (5:24:25 PM): lol damn
sierrar66 (5:24:52 PM): k i'll just like chit chat
sierrar66 (5:25:00 PM): and try not to make it obvious that i hate him
sierrar66 (5:26:47 PM): just so ya know... the offer still stands if u ever need
sierrar66 (5:27:03 PM): i sooooooo dont care abt this game, i'm willing to quit if it ever would save you
hays1392 (5:27:19 PM): it's really alright. i don't think that's necessary yet.
hays1392 (5:27:22 PM): or will it ever be.
sierrar66 (5:29:28 PM): ya i know but still
sierrar66 (5:29:38 PM): thnx for not hating me
hays1392 (5:29:49 PM): it's just a game lol
sierrar66 (5:29:57 PM): ya i know but it's gotte nto me
sierrar66 (5:29:59 PM): really badly
sierrar66 (5:30:03 PM): so... thnx
hays1392 (5:30:10 PM): like yeah most of hte people suck
hays1392 (5:30:17 PM): but you don't, so i'll just work with you
sierrar66 (5:30:19 PM): i feel like i suck
hays1392 (5:30:20 PM): and if you turn on me
hays1392 (5:30:21 PM): it's whatevs
hays1392 (5:30:24 PM): life goes on
hays1392 (5:30:31 PM): and i don't even think you'll turn on me
sierrar66 (5:30:33 PM): i wont turn on you, i'm like done playing it
sierrar66 (5:30:47 PM): ya i'm sorta just gonna let u tink for me
sierrar66 (5:30:49 PM): if u dont mind
sierrar66 (5:30:51 PM): brb
hays1392 (5:30:55 PM): as long as you vote with me lol
hays1392 (5:30:57 PM): k
sierrar66 (5:32:29 PM): i will
sierrar66 (5:32:37 PM): in fact i can like feed you my convos and stuff if u want
sierrar66 (5:32:40 PM): onl ike a daily basis
sierrar66 (5:32:46 PM): make sure you know everything i'm doing from here on out
sierrar66 (5:32:48 PM):
sierrar66 (5:32:59 PM): whatever u want, just let me know
hays1392 (5:34:07 PM): i'm really not that anal.
sierrar66 (5:35:45 PM): lol ya most people aren't
sierrar66 (5:36:15 PM): bu dont hesititate to ask if u ever become that anal
sierrar66 (5:36:20 PM): i hate that word
sierrar66 (5:36:22 PM): lol
hays1392 (5:36:33 PM): lol
hays1392 (5:36:43 PM): so are you not a gay guy?
sierrar66 (5:39:07 PM): i am...
sierrar66 (5:39:10 PM): hmmmmmmm...
sierrar66 (5:39:18 PM): i'm bi
hays1392 (5:39:19 PM): oh lol
sierrar66 (5:39:19 PM): i suppose
sierrar66 (5:39:24 PM): lol
sierrar66 (5:39:27 PM): it's complicated
sierrar66 (5:39:34 PM): i wish i were a girl
sierrar66 (5:39:39 PM): but i still like girls
sierrar66 (5:39:42 PM): but i also like guys
sierrar66 (5:39:44 PM): i'm just weird
sierrar66 (5:39:45 PM):
sierrar66 (5:41:51 PM): lol jimmy is just pissy with me
hays1392 (5:42:06 PM): that means you're bi, hun
hays1392 (5:42:07 PM): lol
sierrar66 (5:42:10 PM): i'm just saying i'm done talking game with ppl
hays1392 (5:42:12 PM): and jimmy is just jimmy
sierrar66 (5:42:23 PM): i really am anyway lol
sierrar66 (5:42:29 PM): and okay...
sierrar66 (5:42:32 PM): thnx for clearing that up for me
sierrar66 (5:42:39 PM): 23 years and i ifnally know what i am now LOL
hays1392 (5:44:48 PM): lolol
hays1392 (5:45:02 PM): well if you ever wanna find out for sure how much you like guys
sierrar66 (5:45:13 PM): LOL
sierrar66 (5:45:16 PM): i've been with ugys before
sierrar66 (5:45:25 PM): done more with a guy than with a girl
hays1392 (5:45:33 PM): same.
sierrar66 (5:45:35 PM): i've only made out with girls
sierrar66 (5:45:37 PM): i see
sierrar66 (5:45:43 PM): wait are you bi?
sierrar66 (5:45:50 PM): or gay?
hays1392 (5:46:47 PM): gay.
sierrar66 (5:46:53 PM): i see
hays1392 (5:46:54 PM): i used to think i was bi
sierrar66 (5:46:56 PM): cool
sierrar66 (5:47:05 PM): how old r U?
hays1392 (5:47:25 PM): 18
sierrar66 (5:47:31 PM): i see
sierrar66 (5:47:33 PM): cool!
sierrar66 (5:47:40 PM): when did u ummmmm...
hays1392 (5:47:47 PM): figure it out?
sierrar66 (5:47:47 PM): i dont know what the word would be
sierrar66 (5:47:51 PM): ya figure it out
sierrar66 (5:47:51 PM): lol
hays1392 (5:47:52 PM): lol
hays1392 (5:47:54 PM): 14
sierrar66 (5:48:00 PM): cool!
sierrar66 (5:48:01 PM): early
hays1392 (5:48:04 PM): yeah
hays1392 (5:48:08 PM): i was a youngin'
sierrar66 (5:48:10 PM): lol
sierrar66 (5:48:21 PM): i didn't really figure it out
sierrar66 (5:48:25 PM): it never really bothered me at all
sierrar66 (5:48:29 PM): it was just like always there
sierrar66 (5:48:34 PM): and i never realyl put a lot of thought to it
sierrar66 (5:48:36 PM): to be honest
sierrar66 (5:48:43 PM): my wanting to be a girl, tho... that i tink abt constantly
sierrar66 (5:49:17 PM): who is in your avatar?
hays1392 (5:49:24 PM): oh idk lol
sierrar66 (5:49:31 PM): u dont know?
sierrar66 (5:49:34 PM): just a random person?
hays1392 (5:49:35 PM): long story
sierrar66 (5:49:38 PM): LOL
sierrar66 (5:49:40 PM): that's hilarious
hays1392 (5:49:41 PM): basically
hays1392 (5:49:45 PM): i had my uncle's computer
hays1392 (5:49:51 PM): his icon transferred to my account
hays1392 (5:49:54 PM): now i have a diff computer
hays1392 (5:49:56 PM): it's still there
hays1392 (5:49:58 PM): idk who she s
sierrar66 (5:49:59 PM): lol
hays1392 (5:50:00 PM): some singer
sierrar66 (5:50:11 PM): awesome
sierrar66 (5:50:53 PM): k dont do the whole rob ting on me, make sure... where you like tell you me you like guys and start hitting on me jsut to mess with my head
sierrar66 (5:50:57 PM): cause that works realyl well on me
sierrar66 (5:50:59 PM): obviously
sierrar66 (5:51:23 PM): i'm gonna go grab a coffee
hays1392 (5:51:29 PM): well
hays1392 (5:51:37 PM): 1. i don't know you in real life
hays1392 (5:51:45 PM): 2. i'm secure enough in myself to not hit on someone i just met
hays1392 (5:51:54 PM): 3. i don't care about the game that much
hays1392 (5:51:58 PM): 4. i'm not a dumbass like rob
hays1392 (5:51:59 PM): and k
sierrar66 (5:56:51 PM): lol
sierrar66 (5:56:54 PM): that's a good list
sierrar66 (5:57:26 PM): i wonder if it makes me insecure in myself to be affected by flirting so much?
sierrar66 (5:57:27 PM): LOL
hays1392 (5:57:37 PM): eh
hays1392 (5:57:39 PM): i like to flirt
hays1392 (5:58:25 PM): as shallow as it is. i'd probably be more or less willing to flirt with you depending on how you look.
sierrar66 (5:58:32 PM): LOL
sierrar66 (5:58:35 PM): hehehe
hays1392 (5:58:37 PM): well it's true!
sierrar66 (5:58:41 PM): i like that ur honest
hays1392 (5:58:44 PM): don't say you don't feel the same way!
sierrar66 (5:58:48 PM): i've been told i look pretty good
sierrar66 (5:59:01 PM): i'm not like brad pitt or naything
sierrar66 (5:59:01 PM): lol
sierrar66 (5:59:07 PM): no i feel the same way
sierrar66 (5:59:13 PM): of course
sierrar66 (5:59:23 PM): OMG
sierrar66 (5:59:29 PM): here we go fuckin rob is on again
hays1392 (5:59:32 PM): mhmm
sierrar66 (5:59:32 PM): is this guy never not online?
hays1392 (5:59:37 PM): he's apologizing
sierrar66 (5:59:47 PM): i see
sierrar66 (5:59:59 PM): i talked to him till like 6:00 am last night
sierrar66 (6:00:01 PM): apologizing
hays1392 (6:00:03 PM):
sierrar66 (6:00:31 PM): ya it was fairly bizarre
sierrar66 (6:00:39 PM): that's why it got to me a lot
sierrar66 (6:00:43 PM): i felt a pretty real connection
sierrar66 (6:00:44 PM):
sierrar66 (6:03:33 PM): so ummmmm
sierrar66 (6:03:37 PM): ya
sierrar66 (6:03:42 PM): he has an idol apparently
sierrar66 (6:03:48 PM): he just told me
sierrar66 (6:05:07 PM): did he tell you that too?
sierrar66 (6:05:08 PM): lol
hays1392 (6:05:45 PM): no
hays1392 (6:06:00 PM): but we better not vote him
hays1392 (6:06:02 PM): let JJ tell him we are
hays1392 (6:06:05 PM): to flush it out
sierrar66 (6:06:08 PM): LOL
sierrar66 (6:06:14 PM): jesus ur good
sierrar66 (6:06:27 PM): i remember when i usd to be good at these games
sierrar66 (6:06:39 PM): u remind me of me when i cared more and was a little more stable
sierrar66 (6:06:40 PM): LOL
sierrar66 (6:07:41 PM): look at this weird challenge:
sierrar66 (6:07:43 PM):
i53.tinypic.com/255mjw6.png sierrar66 (6:07:46 PM): i have to count the needles
sierrar66 (6:07:47 PM): WTF
hays1392 (6:15:09 PM): ewww
hays1392 (6:15:13 PM): i have to go now though
hays1392 (6:15:15 PM): i'll ttyl
hays1392 (6:15:17 PM): bye!
hays1392 signed off at 6:15:48 PM
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put the leash on me... take me for walk... wherever you wanna go FPRIVATE "TYPE=PICT;ALT=
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that's like the extent of my strength and my like will and motivation in ORGs lately...
pathetic, really... pathetic.
look at this like horrible performance you're watching. what a show. lol