Round 5 Confessionals: The Picking of the Flies

[Rob Mariano]

The title is how I feel about Weerlig right now. I am extremely worried at the fact we are all going to get picked off like flies come the merge. Stephen shocked me the most with his vote out because I thought the other tribe could see the exact same qualities of a good ally in Stephen as I could but I guess things aren't meant to be. I don't want Weerlig to be like Titanic, I don't want our ship to sink, I hope we can stay strong. Jimmy says Monica is after me, but I don't know whether he's spoon-feeding me more bullshit, or it's sincere, although I kinda can believe it since Monica does seem to have some buddies on Aarde.

My thoughts right now are to win this challenge today, cause if we lose, I may have to play the HII and I really don't wanna do that this early on in the game. Time to be a soldier on this Namibia battlefield.

[Rob Mariano]

So this challenge, I'm pretty sure I have Austin beat, he's gonna go crying back to mommy all cause I kicked his ass in the attack/defend challenge. We definitely need this win more than anything, and I really hope we can get it. We already have a 1 point lead in the challenge, most of the match ups are too close to call due to the fact everyone in them is just as active as the others so its really hard to tell who's gonna win and who's gonna lose, so it should definitely be interesting. I really don't want to go to tribal this round, so if we do, I'll pray by some miracle that Aarde will kidnap me because Monica's gunning for me hard and I need to save my HII for as long as possible. If I am not kidnapped and stuck here with the Wicked Witch of Namibia, then I better get a plan quickly.

[Rob Mariano]

So once again we won immunity... I am pretty happy about that Feels good to not have to go to tribal council, but I no longer have my HII, I gave it to Darrah since I do feel she is in danger due to the fact there is a minority of Weerlig members on the other side. I hope me giving her the HII doesn't come back and bite me in the ass and put me out of the game or something like that, I'll definitely feel like shit over it. I hope I didn't hand someone the gun, right now this whole game is like playing Russian Roulette, every move you make is pulling the trigger, but you are just hoping that the one move you make doesn't cost you the game, and is the bullet you don't wanna deal with.

[Rob Mariano]

So I got to thinking about the merge, although it's still a little bit until we get there. I would LOVE to get all the old Weerlig's back together for a bit of a tribal reunion? if that's a good word at all... However, there's one person I am pretty sure wouldn't trust any of us to stick with, and that's Austin. Why do I feel he won't? For one thing Austin knows we knew he voted in the minority with Stephen and Ashley, he knew his head was next on the chopping block on our tribe, just he got majorly lucky by the shuffle. I think if we were to merge with Austin, it would be like Shambo 2.0, he'd probably flip on us with the Aarde members, and trust me, nobody wants to get Shambo-ed.

[Rob Mariano]

So I'm bored and I needed some entertainment until the results get posted to see who leaves on the other side, so I'm gonna take a prediction:

Austin - There's a possibility Austin could go, but then again he's playing against Darrah, so he may be a vote on Aarde's side at TC.

Brett - KIDNAPPED! Sure as hell wouldn't be him leaving this tribal

Darrah - I know she wouldn't go unless she forgets to play the HII at TC and gets booted cause of it, then that would be just bad.

Heidi - Heidi seems pretty active, so she would be a so-so boot in my mind I don't think they would boot her since she's not really an inactive.

JT - J.T. seems to be one of the most active Aarde members, he's the least likely I'm expecting to leave on the Aarde tribe, but it wouldn't surprise me if he gets idoled out.

Matty - The highest possibility of leaving. He seems to be the least active of the tribe considering he wasn't around for the last IC, he self-voted and couldnt play in the IC the other day, so right now he's the highest in my mind of leaving.

So the ranking on who I think is leaving from highest to lowest:

1. Darrah (If she forgets to play her HII)
2. Matty
3. Austin
4. Heidi
5. JT

Let's hope I'm right!

[Rob Mariano]

Last confessional for this round and here it goes. I am so happy we have Brett on the tribe now! It is awesome because he's one of the Aarde people I definitely could see myself working with for the rest of the game. I don't really trust my tribe mostly Monica for one thing, and Jimmy since he threw me under a bus. This should definitely be an interesting climax in the game of Namibia, Brett comes over, the Witch and The Old Manipulator are put out the game, but I'm not getting too confident whatsoever because I could make the wrong move and easily put myself out of the game.

I can't wait to kick Aarde's ass again in the challenge tomorrow, our best bet is to win just in case the Aarde's decide to stick together and target one of us, the whole majority of Aarde's scare the shit out of me