R5 - piss off dude

[Sierra Reed]

during the immunity challenge



OMG piss off brett clouser! i can't stay up all night and do this with you dude...


i am almost positive that i started this before him... ALMOST... but at this rate, right now, it'll still take me like just abt 3 hours to make sure he's dead. make FAIRLY certain he's dead. and like i jsut can't stay up that late, so i think he may win our matchup



damnit why'd i have to go against brett?




you know i usually keep track of confessional posts from the start of the game. i didn't here. but now that i looked, i just realized i have the most.

i wish i'd known that before


i mean i'm used to having the most but i usually only play one game at a time. i felt like i wasn't posting very much here, to be honest. that's a total shocker to me.





GO TO BED BRETT!!!! EVERYONE NEEDS TO SLEEP SOMETIMES! JUST GO TO BED!


SERIOUSLY....


just... piss off dude




i have to work tomorrow... i can't stay up all night.




you know the funny thing is. i got four hours of sleep last night. ummmmmm... i think four and a half, more like it... ya...

because of something kinda like this, being addicted to a game...




and even tho i have to go to work tomorrow and it's 2:00 am here and it's still gonna take a loooooooong time and i got less than 5 hours of sleep last night you know what?

i'll probably still stay up and try to make sure i win this.


















amanda...

you can pretty much assume the lifelessness of me. or atleast assume i'll act like i have no life even when i'm busy as shit.


hahahahaha

[Sierra Reed]

oh my god if brett chose the challenge advantage in the reward... lol... i will be screwed.

OMFG i hope he didn't









if i end up staying up, and he chose that... and it's a waste of time... LOL. that would suck sooooooooooooooo bad.

LOL i'd have to laugh at myself for not just going to bed, then. but really, if you wanna win, and the other guy stays up all night, what choice do you have?


your choice is either lose or do the same. and i DON'T wanna lose. atleast without trying my hardest.. ya know... if you try your hardest and lose, it's atleast better than just like letting it slip away and not caring.


i suppose.




ah hell losing is losing and it will suck either way LOL.










now it's still over 2 hours... and it's 3:00 am.


lol.








so i talked to monica to day. she says she is almost positive that stephenie is with her...

but i also talked to JJ and he said that he thinks steph ad fabio are with him, and he thinks monica is still going after rob. he even asked me who i'd want to vote if we lost, if i'd be willing to vote an old weerlig. no mention of who exactly he meant tho. i told him ya i would but it'd prefer a non-weerlig first... "but if monica and rob are at it then old weerlig wont survive anyway"... or something to that effect, i said.


and i told monica everything that jj said to me. obviously. lol.










okay wait i need to stop that train of thought. okay my next move i can make tonight is at 3:45 am my time... i need 22 more points on brett to get him to -121... taking care of an 11 point advantage and a super heal. after 3:45, i can do it in just 42 more minutes, by doing two twisting jump kicks, then doing a THUNDEROUS PASSION STOMP OF DESTRUCTION to bring him to -121. then i can leave, come back early in the morning, hit him again, then go back to bed. or skip that last part entirely...


but that means... it's only 4:30 am atleast... not 5:00 that i'd have to stay up till...







okay anyway... so that's all the votes talk i did today, all the like voting strategy talk i did. i don't want to have to vote though. i am sooooooooo vulnerable on this tribe. i HATE this tribe...

i really want to get that bonus reward, and a vote nullifier... from this reward challenge. and then not have to go to tribal this time. that would be REALLY nice.






ummmmmm... john is doing good in his match. awesome. rob is killing his, i think he's won it already. so if i win mine and they finish there's that it, we win.

and then monica just has to beat heidi if i dont win, that's probly doable.








jimmy johnson doesn't do anything.




LMAO! what a simple, concise, and thoroughly entertaining statement. LOL!









you know, i'm STILL talking to rob. again. lol everyday we have talked for like every minute that i am online. literally. i dont know... if he actually CAN do that with everyone. i mean... yeah... but not everyone is on as long as i tend to be.


maybe after awhile of this i would really be able to trust him. if i put enough hours. and survived long enough to put those hours in... to get the chance.






okay... so... monica says she's been keeping up with john, as far as talking... that's good, causei really haven't been. i talked to him some on AIM today though, and PM'd him once just to say hi and stuff, and then again during this challenge and we talked a bit that way too. i gotta keep o nthat. i dont need to go losing his trust because i just left or something.




and stephenie... stephenie, who monica and jj both say they have... lol, i'd trust monica's judgement and capabilities of persuasion over jimmy, but then again, they were on jimmy's tribe... so you never know. given the time, though, i'm sure monica will prevail as correct, of the two.

personally i talked to stephenie some today and we made somewhat of a connection based on where we live. i am like roughly where she was born, right now, and she is roughly where i was born... lol. different sides of the country, too.

so that's kinda cool. i have something to talk to her about. a reason to strike up some convos in the future and stuff and like work on building something. hopefully. i mean i dont trust her at all... and just, i dont know, she doesn't seem like the kinda person i'd get along with just from talking to her for a total of like maybe 15 minutes but lets be honest... you cant judge a person based on fifteen minutes of chit chat on AIM




i probably seem like that to most people in the first fifteen minutes of talking. hell i would guess that i seem off-putting for a lot longer than that, even.



so i'm not saying anything that should be taken too heavily.





it's really late. i'm trying to think if i covered everything or not. i'm sure i missed some stuff... like minor details. i was discussing the idol thoughts that i shared in my last confessional thread with monica... how i wonder how rob got the idol like that, that he must not have gotten it on round one, how weird it is to lie abt that, if it's possible to cheat to get an idol, yada yada yada...





OH! i didn't talk to darrah at all today. she hasn't been on... so... not too shocking. but yesterday i was so depressed i couldn't talk to her. i just like... blew her off basically. it was kinda sad really.

i can't do that anymore. if i'm here, i'm here. like i made the choice to stay even tho i sorta made the choice to go and got coaxed back into staying... in the end it was my choice to stay. and so i cant just constantly bitch abt being here now, that's just stupid.



lol... "i made the choice to stay"... "and i can't complain abt being here"...

reminds me of this challenge against brett. lol. and talking to rob and getting his encouragement to win. and i'm here still. it's just about 4:00 am. half an hour left...

and brett left... by the way. so that's a bonus








i wonder if it was the title of this thread or the hour of the day
that made my toughest competition brett clouser go away

[Amanda Kimmel]

Are you doing okay?

So what's the strategy behind kidnapping Brett?

[Sierra Reed]

i'm all right.


i haven't been thinking abt my real life issues as much the last two days... mondya and today... with these challenges going on i've just been going 100%. that's actually helpful.



thnx for asking!




ummmmm the strategy is basically just to be agreeable. i am sure darrah will be fine over there without being kidnapped, and since the odd numbered idol is apparently gone i dont think i have to worry abt brett getting it.

hopefully...


and if darrah's not fine well then... oh well, sorry girl. she only cares abt me till merge anyway



iwould htink austin would be going, though i'd hope matty. like what a waste of a spot here. even with all my issues i'm even doing better than that





so really not a lot of strategy on my part in kidnapping brett. rob rob it's probably that he's climbing inside brett's ass and trying to make a hope and stuff, i'd assume. lol.

that's just my opinion of rob, though.