R5 - if you only knew

[Sierra Reed]

after the immunity challenge


so... this was interesting.

you know how rob suggested brett to be kidnapped, right... well he gets feeling all bad and stuff, and darrah starts laying on the bullshit syaing she's gonna be gone and stuff...


so like... there is this big oppurtunity to get him to give her his idol.


with darrah:


Erin Vaillancourt 9:16 pm
(9:16:32 PM): i need robs idol.
sierrar66 9:16 pm
(9:16:49 PM): has he talked to you abt it yet?
sierrar66 9:21 pm
(9:21:30 PM): are you doing ur puzzle?
Erin Vaillancourt 9:23 pm
(9:23:19 PM): im out.
(9:23:21 PM): i cant do it
sierrar66 9:24 pm
(9:24:34 PM): :-(
(9:24:44 PM): you need to tell rob you cant do it
(9:24:47 PM): i'll tlak to ihm abt
(9:24:52 PM): the idol thing...
(9:24:55 PM): jsut let me see what i can do
Erin Vaillancourt 9:24 pm
(9:24:55 PM): no dont
(9:24:57 PM): ill do it.
sierrar66 9:25 pm
(9:25:00 PM): wait
(9:25:04 PM): has he told you yet?
Erin Vaillancourt 9:25 pm
(9:25:09 PM): hell know that ive talked to you about it
sierrar66 9:25 pm
(9:25:10 PM): abt his idol?
Erin Vaillancourt 9:25 pm
(9:25:10 PM): yeah
sierrar66 9:25 pm
(9:25:15 PM): okie
Erin Vaillancourt 9:25 pm
(9:25:16 PM): but shh.
(9:25:17 PM): dont talk to him
sierrar66 9:25 pm
(9:25:27 PM): i have to
(9:25:29 PM): eventually
Erin Vaillancourt 9:25 pm
(9:25:38 PM): eventually
(9:25:39 PM): leave it.
sierrar66 9:27 pm
(9:27:01 PM): all right
(9:27:08 PM): lol i hate rob
(9:27:12 PM): please get the idol from him
(9:27:16 PM): before he tells EVERYONE
(9:27:17 PM): lol
Erin Vaillancourt 9:27 pm
(9:27:21 PM): k
sierrar66 9:27 pm
(9:27:37 PM): he's such a **** to me :-P
Erin Vaillancourt 9:27 pm
(9:27:49 PM): how
(9:27:50 PM): :-P
sierrar66 9:28 pm
(9:28:10 PM): he always tells me i'm the only one who knows stuff
(9:28:12 PM): and i'm so special
(9:28:20 PM): he doesn't need to tell me all that stuff :-P
Erin Vaillancourt 9:28 pm
(9:28:36 PM): tell him that i told you me and him have a thing.
sierrar66 9:29 pm
(9:29:07 PM): why?
(9:29:08 PM): though?
Erin Vaillancourt 9:29 pm
(9:29:17 PM): just do it.
sierrar66 9:29 pm
(9:29:21 PM): he's considering giving it to you
Erin Vaillancourt 9:29 pm
(9:29:25 PM): that way he knows.
(9:29:28 PM): after.
(9:29:31 PM): tell him after.
sierrar66 9:29 pm
(9:29:40 PM): okie?
(9:29:42 PM): lol
Erin Vaillancourt 9:32 pm
(9:32:12 PM): dont worry ive got this ;-)
sierrar66 9:32 pm
(9:32:12 PM): why you reject his idol?
(9:32:13 PM): lol
Erin Vaillancourt 9:32 pm
(9:32:18 PM): shhh
(9:32:20 PM): ive got this ;-)
sierrar66 9:32 pm
(9:32:23 PM): i cant shhhhh
(9:32:26 PM): he talks to me abt everything
(9:32:28 PM): i cant just not reply
Erin Vaillancourt 9:32 pm
(9:32:40 PM): are you going to keep this between us?
sierrar66 9:32 pm
(9:32:53 PM): yes
(9:33:01 PM): unfortunately i'm the only one who does that anymore
(9:33:02 PM): LOL
Erin Vaillancourt 9:33 pm
(9:33:02 PM): you do know im safe right?
sierrar66 9:33 pm
(9:33:09 PM): yes
(9:33:18 PM): but i saw a chance to get rid of his idol
Erin Vaillancourt 9:33 pm
(9:33:18 PM): i kinda just want the idol.
sierrar66 9:33 pm
(9:33:22 PM): i know
Erin Vaillancourt 9:33 pm
(9:33:23 PM): hehehe. ;-)
sierrar66 9:33 pm
(9:33:25 PM): like u have everything else
(9:33:28 PM): he even likes you more than me
(9:33:30 PM): but i dont care
Erin Vaillancourt 9:33 pm
(9:33:36 PM): i have everyone else you should say.
sierrar66 9:33 pm
(9:33:42 PM): atleast i think u wont tell everyone abt it like he fuckin is
(9:33:52 PM): ya i know



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i realize it's a little long... lol... forgive me...


did you notice how she only started being honest with me once i showed her i like knew what was going on, basically... like... she was acting all down and out with me, too, untill she realized i know it's bullshit. lol.



okay so, you see.... it's time for me to make my choice...



should i try to talk rob out of giving her the idol?



at first, i started to nudge him toward giving it to her. he told me he was. then said she was rejecting it. then i told her not to reject it, to show that he talks to me abt everything.


then i started to try and talk him out of it, without telling him clearly that she is safe without it.


if he's too dumb to know that on his own, fuck him.




sierrar66 9:34 pm
(9:34:09 PM): just so ya know
(9:34:12 PM): she is probly safe
(9:34:19 PM): if she doesn't use the idol and she gets it from u...
(9:34:21 PM): that'll suck
(9:34:26 PM): but that's just my opinion
(9:34:32 PM): it's not based on anything solid
(9:34:32 PM): :-P
Rob Mariano 9:34 pm
(9:34:34 PM): :-P
sierrar66 9:34 pm
(9:34:36 PM): lol jsut something to think abt
Rob Mariano 9:34 pm
(9:34:42 PM): well.... if she was wanting my HII for herself
Rob Mariano 9:34 pm
(9:34:46 PM): she'd push a lot harder to get it
(9:34:49 PM): but she's rejecting it
(9:34:49 PM): :-P
(9:35:14 PM): whoever stays out of her and Austin
(9:35:20 PM): we need to try and get kidnapped next round
sierrar66 9:35 pm
(9:35:30 PM): ya i knowwe do
(9:35:39 PM): i think u should jsut leave ur idol
(9:35:41 PM): like keep it
(9:35:44 PM): but dont tell her i said so
(9:35:45 PM): please
Rob Mariano 9:35 pm
(9:35:49 PM): I won't
sierrar66 9:35 pm
(9:35:51 PM): that's jsut my opinion, again
(9:35:52 PM): lol
Rob Mariano 9:36 pm
(9:36:01 PM): lol
(9:36:16 PM): i mean im more upset at the fact I didnt push hard enough to get her kidnapped
(9:36:39 PM): i told her she needs to try and win the puzzle
Rob Mariano 9:36 pm
(9:36:56 PM): which im about to work on again so brb
sierrar66 9:37 pm
(9:37:00 PM): ya she said she cant win the puzzle tho
(9:37:01 PM): lol
(9:37:06 PM): okie ttyl :-P
(9:37:07 PM): *mwah*
Rob Mariano 9:37 pm
(9:37:10 PM): *mwah*
Rob Mariano 9:44 pm
(9:44:31 PM): maybe i can get my hands on one of the prizes :-P
sierrar66 9:45 pm
(9:45:26 PM): lol
(9:45:27 PM): hopefully
Rob Mariano 9:45 pm
(9:45:29 PM): :-)
sierrar66 9:45 pm
(9:45:31 PM): now that she has the idol
(9:45:31 PM): :-P
Rob Mariano 9:45 pm
(9:45:33 PM): :-P
sierrar66 9:45 pm
(9:45:39 PM): sooooooo sad
(9:45:41 PM): but i'll get over it
(9:45:42 PM): :-P
Rob Mariano 9:45 pm
(9:45:44 PM): :-P
sierrar66 9:45 pm
(9:45:47 PM): now if ...
(9:45:49 PM): only you knew...



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so now darrah has the idol, and monica will soon know.

[Sierra Reed]

i really do want to tell rob what a bone head mistake he just made.



it hurts me too that he'd tell her. because i asked her before the whole thing came up, did rob tell you yet abt the idol? she said yes...


so he never told me that, and now he just goes and uses it for her...


he's a bone head. he doesn't deserve to know.




but for the record ireally do want to tell her.



and darrah pisses me off... she just said, "so you want to know the plan?"


it's like, no, i want to help make the plan, bitch. lol.




whatever.




the plan for the TC over there:


Erin Vaillancourt 9:54 pm
(9:54:46 PM): jt is getting everyone to vote me so no one thinks were together.
(9:54:58 PM): and then i am idolling matty so that matty goes home








you seriously have to USE an idol to get gay matty out of the game? nice... that's lameeeeeee dude.







i just asked rob why he didn't tell me he told me abt darrah's idol... i need to come clean to him abt some of this stuff.... but not all of it. i'll report back after my convo with him...


i need to get him to see somewhat of what's going on, and get him more on my side, for real. he needs to stop buddying up with EVERYONE. because it's going to hurt me, as well as him, before too long.


and i cant have that shit happening unless it's because of me. i'm not gonna get taken out by someone else being stupid

[Sierra Reed]

h by the way i forgot to say darrah promised me a final 3 with her and JT.


whic h ikinda do believe but i still just simply don't like her. so i dont want to take it. but as far as i told her, i took it.


but i seriously dont like her.