entry 6- hit by lightning

[Brett Clouser]

Im at a crossroads here.

I admit after fucking upmin the challenge I decided to simply throw my heat. I started late; fucked up....I wasn't winning and sometimes you just have to suck as much as ythe restt of your tribe... who you obviously have a high opinion of. Anyway I threw it knowing that we were likely losing. We did! New Aarde really sucks tbqh.

Okay. So my friends all really helped save my ass, so im having a nice vacation on the green beach. Im realy glad to have them. They are really great.

And now I have a choice: I can go back to that sinking ship or I can defect to Weerlig. The biggest issue here in my mind is if I should be burning those brown bridges. I've talked to Darrah and Austin all of once each, and while I do have an alliance with jt and Matty ... this is not an alliance. I do not trust them and I don't feel like they're looking out for me. Hell im pretty sure they'll vote me out soon. I am easily a clinger on to their alliance and I don't like the way that feels. I know a lot of people believe in rdmaining loyal to your original alliance ... but that simply isn't how I work. I go where the trust is.

And I trust Rob. I trust Fabio. I trust Steph. I can build new bridges at Weerlig. Aarde is a sinking ship and I will not miss it at all.

[Brett Clouser]

Thinking about the hii clue and who to share with...

I know Steph was really interested in the clue and stuff and it would be a nice gesture of loyalty to share with her or Fabio... but I think a more strategic person to send it to would be Monica. Granted, im not talking just sending it off to her, im talking about asking her if she wants it. Gauging her reaction, her interest, etc. She's got herself a LOT of clues by now presumably... because I think she wanted it that bad.

Anyway, I am fairly certain my clue is to Rob's hii so the clue in and of itself is the useful bit. I can use it to gain a bit of Monica's valuable trust and scope her out a bit.

And I don't think I really need to do any kind of trust building with Fabio or Steph. I don't know how much they trust me and im always kind of insecure about my alliances... but I think they understand that im mostly honest with them and I really am loyal. I haven't really shared the extent of my alliance with Rob but that's not something I feel is right to start discussing because they are not that close to Rob and it isn't my place to expose Rob's alliances and secrets to them... even if his alliance happens to be to me.

Im glad im heading over to Weerlig. I worry about Rob trusting the wrong people. His HII possession has reached the rumor mill, purportedly by Sierra telling Monica. When Stephanie told me about the speculation I fuelled the 'how'd he get the clue aspect of why that theory was likely not true. I dunno if she figured it out that I knew he had it or not... but it doesn't matter yet.

[Amanda Kimmel]

So what do you think defecting to Weerlig will bring for you? Have you started talking to them more?

Do you think you can trust Sierra or Monica?

[Brett Clouser]

Nov 17, 2010 13:27:06 GMT -5 Amanda Kimmel said:

So what do you think defecting to Weerlig will bring for you? Have you started talking to them more?

Do you think you can trust Sierra or Monica?

I've been talking to the people on Weerlig that I know and get along with but so far I've avoided talking to the people I don't consider close. I will once i've officially joined the green ill be meet-and-greeting. For now though im trying to avoid letting on that im defecting.

I think there are people on Weelig thatare likely out the door sooner than I am, and I think ill be able to stick up for myself as well as stick up for fabio and steph and rob. I'm happy to have a good chance to keep them safe and vote with them.

As for Seirra and Monica ... I don't trust them at all but I don't entirely need to yet. I haven't talked to Seirra or John so I don't know much about them. As for Monica... I just don't trust her so much. I don't know her well enough to have a good gauge on her.

[Brett Clouser]

Time for another round of assessments because that's the easiest way to get my ideas down.

WEERLIG (had awesome lightning image but it isn't working. )

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Asshole. Defector. Votes in minority. Alliance whore. With Steph and Fabio. Also with Rob. Had alliance with JT and Matty. That's done.



Really nice guy. Slightly dense. Very honest and trusting. In alliance with me and Steph. Naive? Not sure.



Trouble maker. Do not trust. Good tribal target? Need to blindside, good at talking way out of a vote. Not much for challenges. Gets along with me for now.



I like this guy! He really reminds me of a friend of mine. Big ORGvet. Really nice. Has nothing but nice things to say about the host. If I didn't know any better id say it was my friend. Offered to have my back. Not sure how much I should trust him but because he reminds me of my friend I want to. Probably bad idea?



At war with Rob. Don't remember why. Social threat. Has Fabio and steph? Has Seirra. Owes me a bit. Could work with for a while, but id like to see her out the door sooner rather than later.



Too fucking nice. Too fucking honest. Friend. Ally. Probably shot game in foot by trusting Seirra. I should have told him she was leaking information to Monica sooner but I didn't want to break his heart right away. Gave his HII away to Darrah. Seriously Rob? Told Seirra about it before me. Needs to learn to lie effectively. I will teach him.



Seems nice. Funny. Needs to go down hard. Planning to stab Rob. Don't trust. With Monica.



Very nice. Ally. Previous winner. Cnt typ. !!!!!!!!!. Really friendly and very sweet. Enjoy working with her.

Don't really know him. With JT and Heidi. Was on Weerlig but didn't hesitate to vote out poor Stephan.



Nice. Favorite person on Aarde. Really happy she stayed. She's sad I jumped ship. . Was targeted by everyone on Aarde. Took out less active Matty opposed to making power play and taking out JT. Need to kidnap.



Haven't talked to all that much. Don't see us ever working together now that i've defected. Don't trust.



Was in alliance with myself and Matty. That's done. Big threat. Picked the tribe. Kidnapped once.








And as long as I am stuck on my phone I will never do a pictures assessment again. So mudh fucking EFFORT.

[Amanda Kimmel]

I love this! Good way of keeping bearings on everyone.

So should Weerlig go to Tribal, 1) How do you plan on averting being targeted (as an original Aarde) by this alleged Monica-Sierra power pair? and 2) Who do you plan on going after?

[Brett Clouser]

Ok quick response because im going to lay down but I keep putting it off... so quick answes now elaboration later!

1. Ass-kissing and brown-nosing

2. Jimmy is always a good person to anihilate