R5 - "good job weerling!"

[Sierra Reed]

during Aarde's tribal council



lol awwwww matty doesn't even know the name of the tribe that just kicked his ass. poor matty. self vote once and you get fucked, dude.







lole a quick note... a i just finished talking to darrah... right as she left i typed out GO FUCK YOURSELF and then looked at it and deleted it before i sent it. lol...


sierrar66 12:59 am
(12:59:10 AM): feel better okay?
Erin Vaillancourt 12:59 am
(12:59:12 AM): thanks
sierrar66 12:59 am
(12:59:17 AM): *hugz*
Erin Vaillancourt 12:59 am
(12:59:21 AM): id feel better after a night of banging
sierrar66 12:59 am
(12:59:27 AM): lol...
(12:59:33 AM): that'd be nice if that's all it took
(12:59:40 AM): u should go do that
(12:59:44 AM): it cant be hard
(12:59:46 AM): for you
(12:59:49 AM): to find someone :-P
Erin Vaillancourt 12:59 am
(12:59:51 AM): sex releases endorphins
sierrar66 1:00 am
(1:00:10 AM): true
(1:00:18 AM): so does masturbation tho
(1:00:21 AM): LOL
(1:00:33 AM): u should get urself off for like 4 hours straight
(1:00:35 AM): :-P
Erin Vaillancourt 1:00 am
(1:00:36 AM): exactly why im going to bed? ;-)
Erin Vaillancourt 1:00 am
(1:00:38 AM): lmfao
(1:00:40 AM): LMFAO
(1:00:42 AM): LOL
(1:00:43 AM): LOL
(1:00:45 AM): LOL
sierrar66 1:00 am
(1:00:54 AM): hehehe
(1:00:56 AM): glad u enjoyed that
(1:00:59 AM): grats on ur idol
Erin Vaillancourt 1:01 am
(1:01:01 AM): :-)
sierrar66 1:01 am
(1:01:02 AM): and grats on my thing too
Erin Vaillancourt 1:01 am
(1:01:04 AM): thanks baby
sierrar66 1:01 am
(1:01:05 AM): we had a good day :-P
Erin Vaillancourt 1:01 am
(1:01:09 AM): grats on your boner.
(1:01:10 AM): lmfao
sierrar66 1:01 am
(1:01:10 AM): now get some "sleep"
Erin Vaillancourt 1:01 am
(1:01:11 AM): night ;-)
(1:01:13 AM): i will :-D






talk about sex enough? jesus... i should start watching when tara logs off in comparison to this bitch.

by the way, she had that exact same convo with rob... he talked to me abt it... the endorphins thing and all that. one move: flirting. moron.


i see right through that. even rob says he sees thru it, and he's not into that shit, so he plays along. i doubt him but whatever. but how could that work? are they there, on your lap, giving you a lap dance? doing a strip tease? giving you a handjob or sucking you off?

seriously... it's the computer. but it does work, on SO many people. silly, silly desperate sons of bitches.






lol... anyway...









... picking up where i left off in my last post.. LOL ;D



now that rob is without his idol, monica won't have to worry about flushing it out when we go to tribal council. so... i was able to tell him that, as i understand it, the general plan is to vote out jimmy johnson at our first oppurtunity. he wants this too, since jimmy johnson sucks and he talks too much. so.. that's good. rob is still worried he'd be the vote tho, because of the stuff he was meant to hear... from when he had the idol. so... i'll work on that


i also took the ummm... liberty?... of telling him that monica has steph and fabio... atleast, as far as i know, she does.


but i can't tell him anymore right now. he just ismply talks too much. i need a way to make it so that... i can trust him enough to tell him things...


i mean i know, look who's talking... but still...



what else CAN i tell him? like... nothing. i'd already told him how i felt about him not telling me he shared the idol info with darrah (which i did first, by the way... just saying... again the pot is calling the tea kettle black but... whatever)... i dont know what to tell ihm right now so... there's a way of drawing him in that, i see... a possible way.

so that i can maybe soon feel as though i can tell him more stuff. see, the game is starting to get to him. he is feeling guilty he says... over not sticking out his neck to get darrah kidnapped, over telling too many people things... over ltos of stuff... the game is just getting to him.



so... i can appeal to that. sit him down, act all threatened by his closeness with darrah, his having been with jimmy before me, maybe even bring up him telling monica hed vote me... lol... appeal to his emotions when he is weak in that regard... then tell him i am okay with it, it's all i nthe past. tell him "i am where he was" and that he helped me through it. and build him up. and encourage him... and hope that gets him on my side enough for me to open up to him.


i have decided while writing that... i am going to tell him about JT... and my final 3 deal with darrah and JT, which i have only talked abt to darrah, which got made today. and tell him about darrah being friends with JT in real life... but nothing else. not about the idol, how she didn't need it. and not about monica. never about monica.

i told monica already abt the final 3 deal... by the way... not sure i even mentoned it here yet till now


i just had brought up how i know darrah wants me out at merge from what she said... and then she brought up the deal, when she was here. stupid making deals like that. i told her i knew i'd be out at F3 but it's fine with me, that i like darrah and f3 is more than i'd get with anyone else... blah blah blah... and kept complaining about rob being so close with her and lying to me abt me being "special".


which by the way is an appeal to her in two ways. first, rob talks to her and tells her things he is lying to me abt. this makes her feel like she is valuable to rob, and getting through to him even more than she probably is. secondly, it shows that i value her over rob. and it makes her feel like the top of the food chain among us three.

but she's a moron.







and rob talks too much. i mean, so do i, like i said... the pot and the kettle. but i want to be the one to make that decision. i don't want him talking too much on my behalf.






so while i am going to now tell him some things... i have to be careful... somehow find a balance. wish me luck.



i never thought it would come to this, placing trust in this guy

[Amanda Kimmel]

What things are you planning on telling Rob? What are you withholding from him?

And what's with this sudden hate for Darrah? Did something happen between you two?

[Sierra Reed]

i like looking for your questions. i kinda look forward to that, seems like every morning you have a couple for me


What things are you planning on telling Rob? What are you withholding from him?

i told him about my final 3 with darrah and JT, abt darrah and JT being friends in real life, about my vote nullifier... i told him that jimmy johnson is the first target.

i made a fianl 2 deal with him... after telling him abt my deal with darrah, by the way... i told him abt monica saying hse had steph and fabio's votes...

the things i withheld... well, i didn't tell hi mthat darrah would have been safe over there anyway this round, that she was playing him when she got the idol.. i didn't tell him that i told her abt his idol, and i idnd't tell hi mthat i told monica abt his idol (and i didn't tell him how close i am with monica, that i'd vote his dumb ass out in favor of monica ANYDAY)... i didn't tell him that ummm... that he never was the target, that all he heard was just to flush out his idol.


i told him about 50% of the truth



And what's with this sudden hate for Darrah? Did something happen between you two?

my sudden hate for darrah is the way she acts, and the method of play she uses. that whole flirting bullshit. i mean, it's okay if you do that as well as some other things. but this girl literally thinks all she needs to do is tal kto me about sex and then i'll just crumble. and she can jsut tell me her plans and i'll lsiten, she thinksi dont need to be a part of the decision making process or something. like she'll use her sexuality and i'll just listen and do what i'm told.


for the love of god, she had the exact same convo with myself and rob AT THE EXACT SAME TIME about her endorphins, and her needing sex and not being able to sleep.


like, go fuck yourself you stupid bitch, i dont need to hear about your nymphomania, your sluttiness, or your fucking pulsing vagina.


LOL. i actually kinda think that she is on my side too... i asked rob is she made an alliance with him as well... he said no. he seemed pretty upset when i told him he made an alliance for F3 with me and JT right after he gave her his idol.


see, another reason why i hate darrah. she's a bitch. just a plain old fucking dirty slutty bitch.




i want her out IMMEDIATELY. sooner than i want anyone else out in the entire game. of course, strategically, it's best to not take her out for awhile.



tell me i'm all special and shit and have the same convo with me and someone else at the same time. just trying to buy votes by turning on al lthe guys. sorry hun, i'm not a fuckin moron, and i'm not your average guy.


if i make merge, and i'm in good a position, that little whore better watch out

[Amanda Kimmel]

I love having questions for people


Do you think Rob trusts you? How far do you see him going?

Why is it best to keep Darrah around?

Do you think you can make the merge in a good position?

[Sierra Reed]

Do you think Rob trusts you? How far do you see him going?

hmmmmm... i think he trusts me... a fair amount anyway. but i think he trusts a lot of people, way too much, unfortunately.


Why is it best to keep Darrah around?

well for now, i think she thinks she has something over me and well, can control me, to a good degree. so i think that means she would want to keep me around, thus, having her around can't be a bad thing. you wanna just surround yourself with people that are in your corner... i suppose.


Do you think you can make the merge in a good position?

i do. if we can get jimmy out and they get matty out right now. and then especially if we got out brett or one more of the old Aarde people... i'd be looking pretty good. as long as monica and darrah and rob dont all get together and talk to eachother abt me too much

LOL