R6 - orchestra and a mutiny

[Sierra Reed]

orchestra and a mutiny


(rob) 11:33 pm
(11:33:07 PM): just feel like everything i do is worthless
(11:33:10 PM): like there's no meaning
(11:33:12 PM): to any of it
sierrar66 11:33 pm
(11:33:17 PM): ahhhh
(11:33:22 PM): ya i know the feeling :-(
(11:35:06 PM): i just mean
(11:35:07 PM): in general
(rob) 11:35 pm
(11:35:27 PM): its just when im like this
(11:35:33 PM): idk if i should stay in namibia or not




monica padilla (namibia) 11:35 pm
(11:35:59 PM): i feel like we should just let him quit
sierrar66 11:35 pm
(11:35:59 PM): he constantly wants me to weigh in on whether he should stay i nthe game
(11:36:03 PM): lol i know right
monica padilla (namibia) 11:36 pm
(11:36:04 PM): he's a burden






ORGs can be very emotionally draining when you let them get to you. trust me. i know.

honestly, i am still trying to talk him into staying. he's going to be in my corner more than anyone else's by the end of all this, i promise. that is, until monica turns on me and fills him in on everything i've said abt him











so, darrah's plan worked.



[e-mail] (11:18:27 PM): im mad.
[e-mail] (11:18:32 PM): brett is on your side now.
sierrar66 (11:18:39 PM): i know lol
[e-mail] (11:18:40 PM): but on the positive side of things
[e-mail] (11:18:46 PM): my plan worked




good for her. because of her shady little plan that she made up for surviving something she'd have survived anyway, i have more to hold over her head. she orchestrated the charge against herself, letting JT do the talking so that they'd be seperated some... distancing...

and i'm using it with rob. she orchestrated giving me the ability to fuck up her game, and giving me something to make rob trust me more, and like me more, and feel hurt and just cornered and... well, as dumb as he is for trusting the bitch.


it's my job to just like use that, what she did, to the best of my abilities. and i am.



i didn't tell monica that i told rob about darrah and JT, and about how i "suspect" she didn't need the idol. that's the first thing in awhile that i haven't told monica. she doesn't need to know though, right now... i hope.



monica padilla (namibia) 11:27 pm
(11:27:06 PM): i just don't want to talk gameplay unless we go to tribal
(11:27:07 PM): you know?
(11:27:13 PM): people already label me as the gameplayer
sierrar66 11:27 pm
(11:27:19 PM): oh ya lol
(11:27:22 PM): no problem with me
monica padilla (namibia) 11:27 pm
(11:27:25 PM): and i'm just thinking, "it's an ORG?! who isn't playing the game?!"
sierrar66 11:27 pm
(11:27:32 PM): i get enough of it from rob, if u dont expect it that's a bonus :-P
(11:27:55 PM): ya exactly
(11:28:16 PM): well, just fade into the background
(11:28:22 PM): as rob keeps playing harder and harder :-P
monica padilla (namibia) 11:28 pm
(11:28:22 PM): workin on it
(11:28:32 PM): rob needs to go soon, but not before JJ IMO






i don't fully agree that robs needs to go soon. i want him gone after darrah, if at all possible. and after the merge. i'd like to somehow take darrah out fairly soon after merge, then rob, then jsut have like an easy path with MONICA to the end. if she'll have me. hopefully she likes me, i like her, and i want it to work. whether or not she does like me, for now, i'm just gonna hope and keep trying to make it work for her and i together.








lol we have twice the people on our tribe now that aarde does. jeez. i dont like being on a HUGE tribe. i mean if we all got together that'd be an easy final 8 but that shit never happens and actually works, and it definately wouldn't here with all the division. i don't know abt steph, fabio, and brett, but everyone else seems to just want everyone else out. lol if that made sense

this is a VERY unpredictable game yo.

(rob) 12:36 am
(12:36:31 AM): very weird


i didn't know till just NOW you could mutiny. monica never told me, darrah never told me. not that like there was any real reason to, just... something to think about. lol... kinda interesting that it's taken this long for someone to say yes

and then brett mutinees over here right after darrah tells us to make sure he's around at their next IC so they can boot him. lol. nice escape.


brettclous (10:50:14 PM): They didn't have much of a chance anyway
brettclous (10:51:59 PM): They were all pretty bad at challenges and im really happy im out
sierrar66 (10:52:24 PM): lol
sierrar66 (10:52:26 PM): sinking ship eh?
sierrar66 (10:52:37 PM): that was kinda sad watching u be the only one posting that night
brettclous (10:52:37 PM): Yup


funny thing is, if i had my way, i'd probably vote him out. either that or i'd try to use him to vote out steph or fabio but that wouldn't work either. just, over JJ, brett seems a much bigger threat. however, rob says he has talked to brett a fair amount, and darrah DID say she wanted brett out...

so... with that all being said... maybe brett would be a nice addition.


i didn't talk to him much today, but i introduced myself, said hi... blah blah blah. i'll work on it more tomorrow if i get time. which i most likely will, after work and stuff.

not gonna be pushy or just open up with game talk or anything but i'd like to show some interest and make it known that i am available to talk to and all that jazz.




and i should really seriously consider spending some time talking to fabio and steph. i didn't today. i haven't talked to either of them for like... well not today and i dont think yesterday either. not a good idea i dont think.

fabio is online on AIM right now but he's one of those peopel who doesn't really always reply... like he leaves his AIM on a lot and just has it on when he's not aorund or something, or when he's not talking or just not interested in talking to me


lol, whatever it is, i dont like to say hi to him cause i never know if he's really there and it makes me feel like i'm being annoying if i say hi to someone, dont get a reply, then say hi again later... even if it's a day later, i still feel like i'm being annoying somehow







hmmmmm... i think that's all there is to say. darrah was very unresponsive tonight. jeez sometimes with her yo, pisses me off... like when she has some move she has to pull off, oh she's totally responsive, completely there. 100%. but then when she doesn't have anything she needs done... lol... whatever.


has me a bit worried though cause when darrah was here for the breif time she was online for, rob started getting all upset. that was when his whole quitting thing came up today. and with darrah being unreponsive, i wonder what happened, if anything did.

he quite often seems to have his daily quitting period during the times that darrah is here.... hmmmmm... coincidence? who knows, could be. i asked him, he said it's just personal stuff. so whatever





dude thank god i don't talk to more people if this is how much i have to say and i've only talked to darrah, rob, monica, and JJ and brett super breifly today. lol.




all right i am out for now.

whenever i leave now i think of darrah telling me she loves me and asking me to use her real name like she has been using mine.


fuck off.




just fuck right off, darrah.


lol, night, *mwah*

[Sierra Reed]

Re: Treemail #6
« Reply #4 Yesterday at 11:25pm by DARRAH »
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I run shit.













ADDENDUM:


into the ground

[Amanda Kimmel]

1) Do you think keeping Brett around will work for you?

2) Right now, how exactly do you plan on getting Darrah out?

[Sierra Reed]

i'll do some hsort version answers tonight... will have to think on that last question tho for a good answer


lol



1) Do you think keeping Brett around will work for you?

only if i can build some sort of relationship with him... the fact that darrah named him as the next one she wanted gone is a really attractive prospect to me but, if i don't start talking to him and put in my time so that he can trust me, or likes me... then really, nothing could ever form between us.

but yeah if i could get talking to him, and like maybe rob or monica does too, somewhat on my behalf... just preferably not both of them... then i could see brett sticking around being a plus to my game.


2) Right now, how exactly do you plan on getting Darrah out?

i dont know... hoping that there may be some ripple effect of monica and rob both knowing, to varying degrees, what she is up to... of course monica hasa better grasp of what exactly darrah is doing, than rob, because monica is just simply smarter. and i'm telling her everything i know plus she has everything she knows. lol.

i'm hoping that darrah will outplay herself, for now. she's making a lot of moves, and it's not even merge yet. i'm sorta keeping an eye on the moves too, and taking notes... and, i don't know... i'm gathering evidence.


lol... which by the way she can be doing the exact same thing on me. we'll just see how it plays out.


hopefulyl she wont want to use any bad evidence she has on me. i just gotta try and make her believe that i have the same enemies, i guess, and bide my time and think about that question... and maybe come up with a better solution to write here tomorrow