R6 - when people play for themselves

[Sierra Reed]

before the immunity challenge


Rob Mariano 4:39 pm
(4:39:29 PM): hey
sierrar66 4:54 pm
(4:54:06 PM): hi sorry
Rob Mariano 4:54 pm
(4:54:36 PM): its fine
(4:55:10 PM): I just did a confessional
sierrar66 4:55 pm
(4:55:15 PM): yay!!!!
(4:55:20 PM): what did ucall it?
Rob Mariano 4:55 pm
(4:55:22 PM): DTA
(4:55:28 PM): Dont Trust Anyone
sierrar66 4:55 pm
(4:55:30 PM): DTA?
(4:55:31 PM): lol!
(4:55:36 PM): love the title
(4:55:48 PM): how are you today?
Rob Mariano 4:55 pm
(4:55:58 PM): tired, you?
sierrar66 4:57 pm
(4:57:05 PM): same
(4:57:08 PM): looooooooooong day of work
(4:57:25 PM): i literally had to bale out a septic system
(4:57:28 PM): like with a bucket
(4:57:31 PM): oh my god
(4:57:34 PM): worst day of my life
Rob Mariano 4:57 pm
(4:57:45 PM): sounds like it
sierrar66 4:58 pm
(4:58:41 PM): i think i am gonna get voted out of japan
(4:58:44 PM): me or my ally :-(
Rob Mariano 4:58 pm
(4:58:46 PM): :-(
(4:58:52 PM): and I think im done for in namibia
(4:58:55 PM): if we lose
sierrar66 4:58 pm
(4:58:58 PM): why?!
(4:59:01 PM): what happened?!
Rob Mariano 4:59 pm
(4:59:14 PM): how the hell did Monica find out I gave Darrah the HII?
(4:59:18 PM): I didnt tell her
sierrar66 5:00 pm
(5:00:51 PM): what do you mean?
(5:00:56 PM): did she know?
Rob Mariano 5:01 pm
(5:01:07 PM): yeah she did, she told Darrah I told her apparently
(5:01:10 PM): and I didnt
sierrar66 5:01 pm
(5:01:13 PM): what?
Rob Mariano 5:01 pm
(5:01:25 PM): if everyone wants to sell me down a damn river
(5:01:28 PM): ill help you guys out some
sierrar66 5:01 pm
(5:01:29 PM): okay so when did this happen?
Rob Mariano 5:01 pm
(5:01:31 PM): when Amanda is on
(5:01:32 PM): im quitting
(5:01:38 PM): since everyone wants me out that badly
(5:01:43 PM): ill snuff my own damn torch
sierrar66 5:01 pm
(5:01:55 PM): what the hell?
(5:02:01 PM): i haven't heard anyone wanting you out
(5:02:05 PM): but wait
(5:02:07 PM): i'm confused
Rob Mariano 5:02 pm
(5:02:10 PM): idk why people are selling me out :-\
sierrar66 5:02 pm
(5:02:12 PM): what happened with darrah and monica?
Rob Mariano 5:02 pm
(5:02:15 PM): its been like that since we shuffled
(5:02:20 PM): that was like the other day
(5:02:27 PM): when I first gave Darrah the idol
sierrar66 5:03 pm
(5:03:39 PM): ummmmm...
(5:03:44 PM): okay so...
(5:03:47 PM): monica told darrah
(5:03:51 PM): that she knew about the idol?
Rob Mariano 5:03 pm
(5:03:57 PM): yeah but i didnt tell Monica about it
sierrar66 5:03 pm
(5:03:59 PM): and what like darrah told you this?
Rob Mariano 5:04 pm
(5:04:06 PM): mhm unless......
(5:04:13 PM): Darrah is smart enough to alter a convo
(5:04:19 PM): and say that so ill turn on Monica
(5:04:21 PM): idk
sierrar66 5:04 pm
(5:04:50 PM): idk
Rob Mariano 5:04 pm
(5:04:50 PM): i doubt it, Darrah sounded like pretty pissed off over it, so i highly doubt it was altered
sierrar66 5:05 pm
(5:05:04 PM): i barely even got to talk to darrah last night
Rob Mariano 5:05 pm
(5:05:12 PM): im sorry i got so paranoid
sierrar66 5:05 pm
(5:05:15 PM): you should ask monica
(5:05:20 PM): about it
(5:05:23 PM): see what she says
Rob Mariano 5:05 pm
(5:05:25 PM): its just idk... people have been throwing me under buses since we shuffled
(5:05:34 PM): its hard for me not to get paranoid now :-\
sierrar66 5:05 pm
(5:05:41 PM): ya
(5:05:45 PM): i think we need to lay low
(5:05:46 PM): like...
(5:05:50 PM): i dont know
(5:05:58 PM): both of us i think just need to stop talking to people
(5:05:59 PM): lol
Rob Mariano 5:06 pm
(5:06:14 PM): :-\ you didnt tell Monica did you?
sierrar66 5:06 pm
(5:06:41 PM): no
(5:06:48 PM): i dont even think monica was on
(5:06:52 PM): when you gave her the idol
Rob Mariano 5:07 pm
(5:07:06 PM): ugh, then idk how she found out, only 3 people knew I was giving her the HII
(5:07:10 PM): and that was me, you, and her
sierrar66 5:07 pm
(5:07:13 PM): 3?
Rob Mariano 5:07 pm
(5:07:14 PM): her as in Darrah
sierrar66 5:07 pm
(5:07:17 PM): oh lol
(5:07:34 PM): well... did when did darrah tell you abt this?
(5:07:36 PM): last night?
Rob Mariano 5:07 pm
(5:07:43 PM): the other night
(5:07:47 PM): when they lost immunity
sierrar66 5:07 pm
(5:07:58 PM): oh, yeah
Rob Mariano 5:08 pm
(5:08:03 PM): we just really need to win the challenge tonight
sierrar66 5:08 pm
(5:08:03 PM): not last night thath appened the night before
(5:08:09 PM): okay so...
(5:08:18 PM): i dont know if monica was on at that time
(5:08:32 PM): i didn't even think monica and darrah liked eachother that much or talked that much
Rob Mariano 5:09 pm
(5:09:20 PM): idk either, i just dont get why people are throwing me under the bus :-\
Rob Mariano 5:10 pm
(5:10:00 PM): we just really need to win this challenge tonight :-)
sierrar66 5:10 pm
(5:10:43 PM): okie
(5:10:46 PM): well, we will
(5:10:53 PM): if it's endurance
(5:10:57 PM): i'm sitting here all night
(5:10:58 PM): :-P




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you see, the problem here is that monica took the liberty of talking last night to darrah about shit i'd told her. she ran it by me first, yes, and i said yes, YES, but i thought she was smart enough to do it in a way that would not bite us in the fucking ass.


leave it to people to fucking play for themselves. oh my god.





sierrar66 5:01 pm
(5:01:40 PM): oh my god
(5:01:44 PM): rob is straight pissed
(5:01:47 PM): he literally is quitting
monica padilla (namibia) 5:02 pm
(5:02:01 PM): what happened?
sierrar66 5:02 pm
(5:02:22 PM): he heard abt you telling darrah you knew
(5:02:25 PM): abt the HII?
(5:02:27 PM): here hold on


at this point i showed her my convo i was having with rob... up untill "when i first gave darrah the idol"...


monica padilla (namibia) 5:03 pm
(5:03:58 PM): well
(5:04:01 PM): first of all
(5:04:08 PM): didn't he originally try and turn on me/
sierrar66 5:04 pm
(5:04:12 PM): ya he did
monica padilla (namibia) 5:04 pm
(5:04:17 PM): and second of all, it was to make darrah paranoid
(5:04:19 PM): not him.



then i showed her this:


sierrar66 5:04 pm
(5:04:24 PM): sierrar66 5:03 pm
(5:03:59 PM): and what like darrah told you this?
Rob Mariano 5:04 pm
(5:04:06 PM): mhm unless......

(5:04:13 PM): Darrah is smart enough to alter a convo


(5:04:19 PM): and say that so ill turn on Monica



and then we continued to talk, starting with me :


he's starting to doubt darrah...
(5:04:34 PM): for whatever reason
(5:04:41 PM): so i'll just... try to talk him in that direction
monica padilla (namibia) 5:04 pm
(5:04:46 PM): OMG
(5:04:50 PM): ask him to ask me about it
(5:04:52 PM): i can play so dumb
sierrar66 5:05 pm
(5:05:10 PM): okay
(5:05:29 PM): okay i told him he should ask monica bat it
(5:05:32 PM): and see what you say
sierrar66 5:06 pm
(5:06:12 PM): i dont think this will be too bad
(5:06:22 PM): he came to me first abt it
(5:06:30 PM): so he obviously doesn't think i told you, which is good :-P
monica padilla (namibia) 5:07 pm
(5:07:42 PM): yeah!
sierrar66 5:11 pm
(5:11:25 PM): should we throw darrah under the bus?
(5:11:27 PM): or should i?
(5:11:38 PM): and like... maybe suggest winning this challenge and kidnapping like...
monica padilla (namibia) 5:11 pm
(5:11:39 PM): we totally could
sierrar66 5:11 pm
(5:11:41 PM): i dont JT
(5:11:44 PM): or austin
monica padilla (namibia) 5:11 pm
(5:11:49 PM): what about heidi?
(5:11:52 PM): she does like nothing.
sierrar66 5:11 pm
(5:11:55 PM): yeah
(5:11:56 PM): exactly
(5:12:02 PM): wait but then darrah and JT will vote together
monica padilla (namibia) 5:12 pm
(5:12:04 PM): I do NOT want to kidnap darrah
sierrar66 5:12 pm
(5:12:06 PM): and get rid of austin
monica padilla (namibia) 5:12 pm
(5:12:08 PM): well
(5:12:13 PM): i actually sorta want to work with darrah
sierrar66 5:12 pm
(5:12:13 PM): i kinda want darrah gone
(5:12:17 PM): oh okay
monica padilla (namibia) 5:12 pm
(5:12:18 PM): like
sierrar66 5:12 pm
(5:12:21 PM): well we go with what you want
monica padilla (namibia) 5:12 pm
(5:12:22 PM): really carefully
(5:12:24 PM): but when we merge



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sorry dude, important convos, gotta post them


i'm trying to keep a nice balance though, between that and myself just talking about stuff







so we are suggesting heidi now. to kidnap. good.


and everything seems to be contained now with the rob/monica/darrah thing. that got really really close. it had better not get any closer.


i am jsut gonna keep casting suspicion at darrah. and if things get too bad, i will just show rob the entire convo with darrah, simply fixing the date.



keep in mind i barely ever edit anything. for instance, japan was the first time i ever editted anything in a year, and i only editted one convo, one line.



so that would be a major thing for me, if i had to edit the times of the convo with darrah abt how she didn;'t need the idol. but i would do it.








i was THIS close to coming up with a way to possible get darrah gone, or JT. POSSIBLY.


but monica shut it down.





and if nothing else shows my loyalty to monica despite my not trusting her worth shit, then this does.


















and as for your question, amanda, about how i plan on getting darrah out.


i don't have a clear plan. just stuff like this. getting people against her... slowly... is all i can think of for now.







oh and on a seperate note, now that rob's idol is gone, monica and i have both said to eachother that we wish he still had it



hahahahahaha.

[Amanda Kimmel]

Those convos are fine since they're juicy and about hard gameplay. There's like no fluff in there and it was not a tiring read at all.

1) So do you think Rob is really quitting? What will you do if he does?

2) Is Monica still your #1 ally?

3) Do you think you can get Rob to distrust Darrah?

4) Did Darrah really need that idol? Why do you think an idol was played over there?

[Sierra Reed]

1) So do you think Rob is really quitting? What will you do if he does?


nah he just does his daily qutting routine, i will keep him from qutting even if he does want to for real. which he doesn;t. he;s jsut straight drama queen


what will i do if he does quit? i'd be screwed. i cannot lose him yet, he is an integral part of my plan, at this point.


lets jsut say... i'm feeling as thouhg i am accomplishing what i set out to do, which is to make him trust me

[Sierra Reed]

2) Is Monica still your #1 ally?





as of this very moment, yes, she is...


but remember those confessionals about trying to find a way to make myself trust rob more?


sierrar66 10:30 pm
(10:30:23 PM): okay
(10:30:31 PM): so when this challenge is over
(10:30:38 PM): i have some major news for you
Rob Mariano 10:30 pm
(10:30:43 PM): okay
sierrar66 10:30 pm
(10:30:49 PM): or when ur ready
(10:30:52 PM): i am not yet
Rob Mariano 10:31 pm
(10:31:09 PM): well screw it, if he wants to be a damn pussy
(10:31:11 PM): ill face heidi










yes, right now, monica is my number one ally...


but i can sense that things are about to change...

[Sierra Reed]

i am also starting to let john in a bit more...


he is... really nice, kinda like me, from what i can tell... i dont trust him, at all, yet, but i like him...


so i told him this:


now that brett is here
(9:53:42 PM): i am afraid for us
(9:53:44 PM): :-(
john carroll 9:53 pm
(9:53:55 PM): actually, i was talking to him today
(9:53:58 PM): he seems pretty nice
(9:54:06 PM): and i've been working on trying to make him feel welcome
(9:54:15 PM): plus, we'll probably win this challenge xD
sierrar66 9:54 pm
(9:54:16 PM): brett?
(9:54:24 PM): i'd love to bring him in
(9:54:28 PM): i just have never talked to himn
(9:54:38 PM): you think he'd... work with you?
john carroll 9:54 pm
(9:54:47 PM): its defiinitely possible
sierrar66 9:57 pm
(9:57:22 PM): nice
(9:57:27 PM): keep working on him!
(9:57:42 PM): oh by the way
(9:57:50 PM): me and rob were talking
(9:57:55 PM): and it seems liek darrah is afe
john carroll 9:58 pm
(9:58:03 PM): oh good
sierrar66 9:58 pm
(9:58:04 PM): so we were thinking of kidnapping heidi
john carroll 9:58 pm
(9:58:07 PM): i saw that
sierrar66 9:58 pm
(9:58:11 PM): they're weakling
(9:58:19 PM): i dont know if it's a good idea
(9:58:28 PM): but did you see darrah used an idol?
(9:58:34 PM): did u know abt her idol?
john carroll 9:58 pm
(9:58:38 PM): no id di not
sierrar66 9:58 pm
(9:58:39 PM): cause i didn;t
(9:58:43 PM): ya, neither did rob
(9:58:45 PM): or monica
(9:58:47 PM): it's like...
(9:58:50 PM): wtf
(9:59:11 PM): and she told me she would be okay, and she told rob apparently
john carroll 10:00 pm
(10:00:15 PM): okay...
(10:00:18 PM): i hope so
sierrar66 10:00 pm
(10:00:24 PM): who knows
(10:00:30 PM): i dont know
(10:00:36 PM): i am in like final five in another game
(10:00:38 PM): to be honest
(10:00:46 PM): i haven;t really been... keeping up totally
(10:00:58 PM): i've been doing challenges but the social part is kinda lacking :-(
john carroll 10:01 pm
(10:01:10 PM): awww
(10:01:14 PM): i think we're doing well in this one
sierrar66 10:02 pm
(10:02:02 PM): hopefully
sierrar66 10:02 pm
(10:02:20 PM): i think you, me, rob, and monica just gotta try to pul lsomeone in
(10:02:24 PM): or am i wrong?
john carroll 10:02 pm
(10:02:29 PM): nope, you're totally right
sierrar66 10:02 pm
(10:02:31 PM): lol i might be wrong
john carroll 10:02 pm
(10:02:32 PM): maybe Brett?
sierrar66 10:02 pm
(10:02:34 PM): lol okie
(10:02:35 PM): :-P
(10:02:37 PM): sure
(10:02:39 PM): i have no idea
(10:02:43 PM): i am working on steph
john carroll 10:02 pm
(10:02:45 PM): for now, at least
sierrar66 10:02 pm
(10:02:50 PM): her and i are both canadian
(10:02:54 PM): she lieves where i was born
(10:02:59 PM): i live where she was born
(10:03:08 PM): on other sides of the country
(10:03:17 PM): and we both are trying to do the same thign for a living
(10:03:22 PM): so i am starting to just talk to her
(10:03:24 PM): as friends
(10:03:29 PM): so i'll owrk on that :-P
john carroll 10:07 pm
(10:07:13 PM): that's kinda cool














i am hoping that i can just work on unifying them to monica... starting with rob distrusting darrah. let him spread, as he naturally des, over to others... and i will work on unifying us without actually mentioning monica too much

[Sierra Reed]

meanwhile the entire tribe is in a chat together...


now that brett is here
(9:53:42 PM): i am afraid for us
(9:53:44 PM): :-(
john carroll 9:53 pm
(9:53:55 PM): actually, i was talking to him today
(9:53:58 PM): he seems pretty nice
(9:54:06 PM): and i've been working on trying to make him feel welcome
(9:54:15 PM): plus, we'll probably win this challenge xD
sierrar66 9:54 pm
(9:54:16 PM): brett?
(9:54:24 PM): i'd love to bring him in
(9:54:28 PM): i just have never talked to himn
(9:54:38 PM): you think he'd... work with you?
john carroll 9:54 pm
(9:54:47 PM): its defiinitely possible
sierrar66 9:57 pm
(9:57:22 PM): nice
(9:57:27 PM): keep working on him!
(9:57:42 PM): oh by the way
(9:57:50 PM): me and rob were talking
(9:57:55 PM): and it seems liek darrah is afe
john carroll 9:58 pm
(9:58:03 PM): oh good
sierrar66 9:58 pm
(9:58:04 PM): so we were thinking of kidnapping heidi
john carroll 9:58 pm
(9:58:07 PM): i saw that
sierrar66 9:58 pm
(9:58:11 PM): they're weakling
(9:58:19 PM): i dont know if it's a good idea
(9:58:28 PM): but did you see darrah used an idol?
(9:58:34 PM): did u know abt her idol?
john carroll 9:58 pm
(9:58:38 PM): no id di not
sierrar66 9:58 pm
(9:58:39 PM): cause i didn;t
(9:58:43 PM): ya, neither did rob
(9:58:45 PM): or monica
(9:58:47 PM): it's like...
(9:58:50 PM): wtf
(9:59:11 PM): and she told me she would be okay, and she told rob apparently
john carroll 10:00 pm
(10:00:15 PM): okay...
(10:00:18 PM): i hope so
sierrar66 10:00 pm
(10:00:24 PM): who knows
(10:00:30 PM): i dont know
(10:00:36 PM): i am in like final five in another game
(10:00:38 PM): to be honest
(10:00:46 PM): i haven;t really been... keeping up totally
(10:00:58 PM): i've been doing challenges but the social part is kinda lacking :-(
john carroll 10:01 pm
(10:01:10 PM): awww
(10:01:14 PM): i think we're doing well in this one
sierrar66 10:02 pm
(10:02:02 PM): hopefully
sierrar66 10:02 pm
(10:02:20 PM): i think you, me, rob, and monica just gotta try to pul lsomeone in
(10:02:24 PM): or am i wrong?
john carroll 10:02 pm
(10:02:29 PM): nope, you're totally right
sierrar66 10:02 pm
(10:02:31 PM): lol i might be wrong
john carroll 10:02 pm
(10:02:32 PM): maybe Brett?
sierrar66 10:02 pm
(10:02:34 PM): lol okie
(10:02:35 PM): :-P
(10:02:37 PM): sure
(10:02:39 PM): i have no idea
(10:02:43 PM): i am working on steph
john carroll 10:02 pm
(10:02:45 PM): for now, at least
sierrar66 10:02 pm
(10:02:50 PM): her and i are both canadian
(10:02:54 PM): she lieves where i was born
(10:02:59 PM): i live where she was born
(10:03:08 PM): on other sides of the country
(10:03:17 PM): and we both are trying to do the same thign for a living
(10:03:22 PM): so i am starting to just talk to her
(10:03:24 PM): as friends
(10:03:29 PM): so i'll owrk on that :-P
john carroll 10:07 pm
(10:07:13 PM): that's kinda cool

[Sierra Reed]

3) Do you think you can get Rob to distrust Darrah?


sierrar66 10:41 pm
(10:41:13 PM): do you trust darrah babe?
Rob Mariano 10:41 pm
(10:41:25 PM): not really




i don't know.... i think i CAN get him to distrust darrah...he is clearly starting to, to be able to even say that to someone. whether he means it or not... you gotta have a bit of distrust to voice it to me like that right now.

can i make him dislike her... is a better question... in my opinion.


and i dont know if i can. he seems like too damn nice of a person, unfortunately

[Sierra Reed]

4) Did Darrah really need that idol? Why do you think an idol was played over there?

darrah did not need that idol.


that idol was played to distance JT from darrah.

[Amanda Kimmel]

Um you posted your convo with John twice... what about that tribe chat?

[Sierra Reed]

LOL oops. duh!

well like everyone was in a chat making like lists of votes and stuff for the challenge. i barely took part at all, lol.


i spent time talking to ppl one on one instead