R8 - sacrificial lamb

[Sierra Reed]

before the immunity challenge


so i know brett. ... .... ...... what else do i say abt that?

oh, i like brett... i think "like" might be too strong of a word for how he feels toward me but i don't think he dislikes me... too much


rob's known him for awhile.


and known he was in the game for awhile. i should put that in quotes it's just what i heard from brett. while he seems honest and all, if you enter a game with someone it's generally not a good custom to tell people.


rob didn't know i KNEW brett though so there really was no reason for him to tell me about brett. whenever i asked abt brett he said he liked him, didn't wanna vote him out anytime soon, thought brett would be a good person to get on our side...

it's not like he was really TOTALLY hiding him. tho i'd imagine that like... atleast on paper... their bond would be a lot stronger than that between myself and rob.


plus i dont know that i connect with rob like i had hoped i would. despite my trying, and actually getting osmewhere for awhile... at some point along the way i seem to have just faded off with that... like, i stopped trying so much... we fought, i got hugely annoyed, annoyed him in return... blah blah blah the past is the past.






anyway, brett knew about the alliance with austin, and heidi, and JT... didn't sound like he was fully aware of the darrah part of it tho.


you already knew that amanda but i'm just saying now i realize why he was kidnapping austin.

sierra doesn't know very much but she knows when she's a sacrificial lamb...


because now i know that brett's plan is the same for this round. however, JT is acting so goddamn sure that he's gonna stick around and stuff...

all he needs to do is get into steph and fabio's head, and they would vote against me, with JT, just to avoid one of them going if JT DOES use an idol.


of course then it would be a 1-1 tie. and then maybe if JT didn't actually use an idol out of the blue then i'd still survive in a revote.


but... there is a distinct possibility of an idol. well... there's a possibility. austin WAS just kidnapped and shared te clue with rob and rob tried it apparently and it was still gone. so if it was replaced after darrah used it... then austin would have a good chance right now of having the idol.



so... since the plan is still to leave me over here to get rid of JT and keep steph and fabio around...


i am the one running all the risk. and trust me, no matter who i ask, they will not kidnap me.



sierra may not know much.




but i know when i am a sacrificial lamb. this could very well be the round in which i go home.

[Sierra Reed]

come on merge!!!!





amanda, at today's challenge, tell us to drop our buffs... just do it.


do itttt!!!!!













monica even says she wants to kidnap austin more, and i told her everything that's going on with JT and all that. but if brett were to be okay with me being kidnapped, i betcha so would monica. lol. and that would be very telling. and so would john then too.



rob said he'll talk to brett abt it for me. brett knew abt his idol. so... he knows that austin also got the clue and that's it gone again after darrah used it.


and steph may be getting a vote changer so really if i did get kidnapped and austin and JT went to tribal with steph and fab it would most likely still be okay. well i mean, they'd have a good shot at still being okay.


monica did say if i could garantee she'd be kidnapped she would try and throw the challenge but...


would just her not trying hard even help? i kinda doubt it


and throwing the challenge is stupid when you could jsut kidnap me. i mean, i'm not her ally like she was mine... untill i wised up abt it a bit anyway. if i were as important to her game as she says i was, she would not be protecting steph and fab over me... pretty simple, in my opinion.



sacrificial dude. totally sacrificial.





and that's all i have to say right now.










i really hope it's merge or things will most likely get really bad

[Sierra Reed]

okay so i re-read the treemail... don't know why i didn't realize this the first time but...


Have the longest list or to Tribal you will track



clearly it'll be a tribal challenge, therefore.


i hope stephenie and fabio will do good in this challenge. they both played season one, so they both probly played it.


i just don't feel very good about our chances, and thus, my chances.




lol wish me luck. i will need a LOT of it now that i've met tara's demands with a "no".


you have to always say yes.