R8 - what are you retarded?

[Sierra Reed]

sierrar66 12:46 am
(12:46:27 AM): hmmmmmmm...
(12:46:32 AM): who are you outside of this game?
Rob Mariano 12:46 am
(12:46:41 AM): what do you mean?
(12:46:41 AM): :-P
sierrar66 12:46 am
(12:46:48 AM): you asked me that
(12:46:50 AM): the other night
(12:46:53 AM): that's what i mean
(12:47:02 AM): who are you outside the game? lol!
Rob Mariano 12:47 am
(12:47:12 AM): lol you wont know me I can tell you that much
sierrar66 12:49 am
(12:49:48 AM): no i mean
(12:49:53 AM): dont u remember asking me this question?
Rob Mariano 12:50 am
(12:50:00 AM): mhm
(12:50:03 AM): :-)
sierrar66 12:50 am
(12:50:04 AM): ....






a day ago, or two days ago, i am not sure... i think it was last night...

rob asked me this question. i told him... i'm not sure... and asked him, you wanna know what i'm like in real life?? and he said yes... well i mean, that's pretty much how that went without refering back to it to copy it word for word...

and then i told him about myself, something that a lot of people dont know, some just general stuff... mostly just like one or two word description things... like i'm bipolar... i'm anti-social... blah blah blah... not all of them were negative things.



the point is, like with anything, you can like refer back to that a day later, or two days later...


this fucking guy will have no idea what ur talking abt. NO idea.


everytime.




this time i just did it out of like... whatever. for shits and giggles. cause i knew how the outcome would be and i was thinking of what i could write about him in my confessional because i haven't done an adequate amount of bitching to reflect how much rob annoys me.






sierrar66 12:54 am
(12:54:27 AM): u dont have to answer if u dont want
Rob Mariano 12:54 am
(12:54:35 AM): i dont get the question
(12:54:36 AM): :-P
sierrar66 12:54 am
(12:54:38 AM): i am just asking it back out of curiosity lol
Rob Mariano 12:54 am
(12:54:40 AM): are you asking me for a name?








hahahaha.



these are seriously the two possible explanations i see here:

a) he's is ALWAYS far too busy to talk and recollect any little bit of what he talks about, or to even barely pay attention to the convo,

or b) he is literally atleast half retarded.

[Sierra Reed]

by the way if the reason is the first one i said then how can he be as depressed as he is?


i'm sorry but when i get really down i either just focus on ONE thing, usually something that evokes some negative emotions in me because that's like my self-destructiveness coming out... or if i'm REALLY REALLY down, i just can't focus on doing anything so i just sit there and do nothing.







i mean, my memory sucks too, and my ability to carry a conversation quite often sucks, but talking to this guy is like talking to a wall.








a suicidal wall who always wants to leave and quit and blah blah blah.


or i mean a wall that craves a lot of attention.

[Amanda Kimmel]

Yeah.... I keep trying to get him somewhere, but he never has any of it. I'm thinking he's a hopeless cause... :/