R9 - austin's idol

[Sierra Reed]

after the immunity challenge

and after austin was awarded the three clues.




so... i have to assume that since monica got her idol on the third clue, it's probably very likely that austin will get an idol now that he has three clues.



so, i have to assume austin will be safe at this next TC.


fabio didn't wanna vote jimmy, he wanted to vote austin. so... the question is... where will that leave me?

would fabio vote jimmy? would steph? why has fabio been lying to me and trying to stir things up? or has he, really?

will rob find out naything from brett, and let me know how he is voting? will he talk strategy with me at all?


i do have the naswer for hte last one... it's probably not. the only time rob talks game with me is when something goes wrong for him and he wants to quit. that's all i ever get, out of my countless hours i've put in with him and am still putting in.






so what do i do? i told fab about austin getting the clue, and i told rob. niether seems to care all that much...



i answered my tribal council question, probly the last one i will ever answer in namibia, and well...


that's that. i've done what i can do.




now i pretty much just wait and let them decide. i'm sure the decision will be to vote me out. hell i wouldn't be surprised, if that's the case, if rob even finds out and doens't tell me. or already knows and doesn't tell me








but whatever, i've been here long enough, spent more hours than anyone else, put in more work than anyone else, even felt more emotion than anyone else. i've experienced namibia... much more than anyone else.


so for whatever that's worth (not much)... blah blah blah and my gameplay is done for now. and i cant see a whole lot popping up in the amount of future i have left



take care for now.

[Sierra Reed]

i was considering talking to brett... for the first time in a few days. but i really seriously didn't want to. i didn't wanna have to add him to this AIM, my real AIM... and then have to delete him after... blah... i got enough ppl to delete after as it is.

DEAD TO ME. hahahaha. lol that's not in a bitchy way, that's just how i am. i move on easily from people and things... like a drifter... lol


but then i didn't have to talk to brett... fabio said he was talking to him and rob for me...


i had to ask rob if fabio was talking to them abt the vote to make sure... lol... fabio

and then rob said yes and that it was gonna be for jimmy... and that surprised the shit out of me... that he would tell me... and then i was told by fabio... well... what i'm about to show you... and so i quickly chose to tread no further into that convo with rob, and got back to talking abt his project with him... the intro thing that sorta took over the night, lol.



Fab IO (ItsFabioDude) is available 2:04 am
missimaginary66 2:04 am
(2:04:42 AM): back
Fab IO 2:11 am
(2:11:31 AM): well allright, it looks like they want Jimmy
missimaginary66 2:12 am
(2:12:12 AM): wow
(2:12:16 AM): that's surprising
(2:12:23 AM): i thought they'd say austin :-P
Fab IO 2:12 am
(2:12:27 AM): me 2
missimaginary66 2:12 am
(2:12:41 AM): i feel more comfortable voting jimmy, to be honest, now that i saw austin most likely get that clue
(2:12:42 AM): :-P
Fab IO 2:12 am
(2:12:58 AM): true
missimaginary66 2:13 am
(2:13:32 AM): it'd be nice to have jimmy out of the game, too, i suppose... he's in every game that i've been in for my last 4 games
(2:13:36 AM): sooooooo annoying
(2:13:37 AM): :-P
Fab IO 2:13 am
(2:13:48 AM): LOL
missimaginary66 2:14 am
(2:14:32 AM): sounds good :-)
(2:14:39 AM): think i should use my double vote thing?
Fab IO 2:14 am
(2:14:59 AM): no I dont think so
missimaginary66 2:15 am
(2:15:01 AM): i dont care whether i save it or not, to be honest :-P
(2:15:03 AM): oh okay cool
Fab IO 2:15 am
(2:15:15 AM): I think Brett is going to use his triple
missimaginary66 2:15 am
(2:15:22 AM): really?
(2:15:27 AM): that would be coooooooooool
missimaginary66 2:15 am
(2:15:37 AM): i would be amazed...
(2:15:49 AM): using his triple to get out jimmy :-P
Fab IO 2:20 am
(2:20:47 AM): sounds like he will
missimaginary66 2:20 am
(2:20:54 AM): thnx for letting me know the vote!!!
(2:21:03 AM): i've been loving not having to talk to everyone
(2:21:13 AM): (especially since apparently i talk too much lol)
Fab IO 2:21 am
(2:21:17 AM): LOL
missimaginary66 2:21 am
(2:21:37 AM): and i'm in control and i mistakenly think i'm in control too :-P
(2:21:43 AM): didn't i get that in egypt?
Fab IO 2:21 am
(2:21:53 AM): I dont reemember
missimaginary66 2:22 am
(2:22:09 AM): that same thing... i seem to always "be in control" and "not in control" at the same time lol
missimaginary66 2:29 am
(2:29:28 AM): does brett know i'm good with voting jimmy?
(2:29:30 AM): rob does
(2:29:41 AM): but i haven't talked to brett for a few days
Fab IO 2:29 am
(2:29:41 AM): dont tell them I told you
missimaginary66 2:29 am
(2:29:50 AM): oh no i wont
(2:29:56 AM): i'd just already talked to rob abt voting jimmy
(2:30:12 AM): that's who he's wanted for awhile
(2:30:19 AM): i just didn't think brett did, but i had no idea
Fab IO 2:30 am
(2:30:32 AM): oh brett has for a long time wanted him out
missimaginary66 2:30 am
(2:30:40 AM): sweeeet
(2:30:51 AM): well if he asks or wants to know or anything, let him know i am good with voting jimmy
(2:30:57 AM): i guess i could talk to him sometime tomorrow myself but i dont want to :-P
Fab IO 2:31 am
I wasn't supposed to tell you, they think u are with Jimmy and Austin
(2:31:22 AM): no shush you
Fab IO 2:31 am
(2:31:24 AM): lol
missimaginary66 2:31 am
(2:31:33 AM): oh okay lol
Fab IO 2:31 am
(2:31:45 AM): he'll know I told you something
(2:32:00 AM): then he'll change the whole plan again LOL
missimaginary66 2:32 am
(2:32:08 AM): ah okay no prob
(2:32:24 AM): it's easier not to have to talk to him
Fab IO 2:32 am
(2:32:35 AM): after Jimmy badmouthed you about wanting to vote Brettt, he dooesn ttrust you
missimaginary66 2:32 am
(2:32:36 AM): and do all the small talk and pretend like i'm trying to figure out who the vote is :-P
(2:33:11 AM): ya
(2:33:14 AM): makes sense
Fab IO 2:33 am
(2:33:29 AM): yeah true, they are going to tell you it is Austin
Fab IO 2:34 am
(2:34:03 AM): they are worried if u know its jimmy then u tell them and they will play idols and other things
missimaginary66 2:34 am
(2:34:10 AM): oh okay cool
(2:34:32 AM): well, it's a load off my shoulders
(2:34:43 AM): i never have felt comfortable talking to brett
(2:34:49 AM): so if i dont have to, that's a good thing :-P
Fab IO 2:35 am
(2:35:09 AM): next round when Monica comes back,, we got some planning to do, but with her gone this is the safets thing I guess
missimaginary66 2:35 am
(2:35:24 AM): yeah i know
(2:35:28 AM): i mean they could have the numbers
(2:35:31 AM): if they wanted to
(2:35:37 AM): cause austin and jimmy sure dont like me :-P
(2:35:43 AM): they could so get me out if they wanted
(2:35:59 AM): so, anything to avoid that, i'm just gonna keep my mouth shut and hope what ur doing works :-)
Fab IO 2:36 am
(2:36:33 AM): it should, and Brett should end up using his votes up too
(2:37:17 AM): cause Austin/Jimmy are going to try to use stuff and he wants to be safe
missimaginary66 2:39 am
(2:39:15 AM): :-)
(2:39:24 AM): that is a good plan
Fab IO 2:39 am
(2:39:29 AM): whew allright...
(2:39:42 AM): this game is pretty crazy with all these powers and stuff
missimaginary66 2:39 am
(2:39:47 AM): i know
Fab IO 2:39 am
(2:39:47 AM): just hope everything works
missimaginary66 2:39 am
(2:39:50 AM): i like gave up thinking
(2:39:58 AM): i literally was halfway through a confessional
(2:40:02 AM): trying to think it all out
Fab IO 2:40 am
(2:40:03 AM): it makes my brain hurt
missimaginary66 2:40 am
(2:40:09 AM): and i was like nah man i'm taking a break :-P
(2:40:13 AM): i know, it really does
(2:40:22 AM): glad u can do the thinking for me ahahahaha
missimaginary66 2:41 am
(2:41:31 AM): i guess i'm gonna go to bed now
(2:41:35 AM): it's 2:40 am here :-P
Fab IO 2:41 am
(2:41:36 AM): me 2
missimaginary66 2:41 am
(2:41:45 AM): okay cool. thnx again!!!! soooooooooooooooo much!!!
(2:41:49 AM): :-)
Fab IO 2:44 am
(2:44:05 AM): you 2 :-) see you tomorrow
(2:45:42 AM): just go along with Austin if they suggest that
Fab IO 2:45 am
(2:45:46 AM): Brett Clouser 12:35 am
Idk.. I think the best plan is to vote jimmy, tell sierra were going for austin, see what she does
missimaginary66 2:46 am
(2:46:02 AM): awesome
Fab IO 2:46 am
(2:46:10 AM): thats basically the plan
missimaginary66 2:46 am
(2:46:11 AM): well, hopefully he'll appreciate that i end up voting jimmy :-)
Fab IO 2:46 am
(2:46:18 AM): hopefully
missimaginary66 2:46 am
(2:46:37 AM): ur soooooo the best :-)
Fab IO 2:46 am
(2:46:51 AM): :-D

























so, i dont know, i dont trust anything anyway, no need for me to comment you can guess what i'd probly say.


i am fine with letting him do the talking and hoping he's actually doing what he says.

i... yea, whatever. take the reigns, i'm gonna go in the corner and rock back and forth like a mental patient.









i talk too much.



oh and i mistakenly think that i'm in control and i am also actually in control.


i got that in egypt, too, the game where i met fabio.












weird that the one time i am not talking too much is the time when i'd probably be expected by people to scramble and go crazy because i'm... crazy.




fuck y'all. and it's up to you

[Amanda Kimmel]

So do you think talking to Brett is a good idea?

What do you think of this whole plan to get you to vote Austin?

[Sierra Reed]

Dec 3, 2010 10:18:59 GMT -5 Amanda Kimmel said:

So do you think talking to Brett is a good idea?

What do you think of this whole plan to get you to vote Austin?

no i dont really think talking to brett is that great of an idea. he doesn't want to talk to me, i dont think. tho i am interested to see if he'd tell me to vote austin. lol.

jimmy told me that brett told him they were voting austin... so that sorta helps. but still, jimmy could very well be in on it if there is a plan to vote me out. however, telling jimmy probly wouldn't be a good idea... you never know.

i would like to tal kto brett to see if he tells me austin. atleast then i'd feel like fabio was telling me the truth for real. as it is, i dont trust anyone.

but no it's not a good idea to talk to brett, i dont think.









and abt the plan to get me to vote austin...


honestly i feel like it might actually be real. if it is real, then i feel like it's unnecessary. i wasn't going to vote brett this round, and i just wanted to vote jimmy or austin...


hell, if this plan is real, then brett is being a moron. there's such a fuckin wicked oppurtunity to make a real alliance with myself, rob, and brett, and then maybe austin... to take out fabio, steph, and monica... three people that will be HUGE problems to brett actually winning the final vote. motherfucker can beat me, i am pretty sure he'd beat rob, and he'd like most likely beat austin.



if i were brett, with all these options right now, knowing that i'm close to rob... i'd try to work something out.



on paper, there's no reason why i should be sticking with monica, fabio, and steph... so i think that this plan of brett's is a dumb idea, if it's real.





but i also appreciate that he is doing it. because it keeps me around. if he does do this it almost means he's jsut too afraid to vote me, and wants to see where my head is at before he will vote me. or it means he doesn't think he can... and get away with it after???


i dont know...


i still dont think it's real. i kinda feel like fabio thinks it's real, but i dont htink it'll pan out. but keep in mind i am an eternal pessimist, i always have been and i always will be.

come and take a day looking at the negatives with me.



lol by the way, my email address is [e-mail]



hahahahahaha.










thnx for the questions. those answers were all over the map but u won't get much else with me.