R12 - this is NOT my game

[Sierra Reed]

before the immunity challenge



let me get right into it and i gotta keep this as short as possible...

monica wanted fabio out last night. said we could blindside him. i was okay with that. honestly... it woulda been fine.



but then... she talked to fabio... confirmed that i was out at F4... told him she had another idol or something that could block some votes... and that she'd keep him safe... fabio showed me the convo this morning and admitted the S1 alliance... and said he wanted to take out rob or monica...

he prefers to take out rob...



then monica PMd me saying she no longer wanted to take out fabio, she wanted to do rob instead.



at this point. fuck it. i'll use my idol and take 5th. everybody can go fuck themselves. especially monica.





that's the spirit.




i talked to monica... just like asked her if she'd ever talked to steph or fab about like the boot order... about me going out at F4... she said she thinks they believe i'd be out at f4...

i had to push harder to get her to actually admit to me that she's talked abt it.


she wouldn't admit to me abt much...

i mean if i asked her straight out and made it clear i knew then maybe she would but...



aren't you supposed to offer info to your allies? and like if the plan is for me to go out at F4, and she was with me to the end... wouldn't she tell me? so that i wouldn't have to hear it from others first?





she's clearly not my ally.




this round i am voting monica. she wants me to use my idol on her, like i'm that fucking stupid. i shoulda beleived what i was told abt her fro mthe start. she's just... a liar.


but who am i to talk...






fuck it. i'll try and get others to vote her too. best i can do. but yeah i'm using my idol this round, on me, and jsut trying to ralyl up votes aginst her. from here on out. cause she refuses to tell me the truth abt anything.








and there's more to say, i just dont have time to say it right now

[Amanda Kimmel]

What will you do if Monica wins immunity?

Who do you think your key allies are here?

[Sierra Reed]

What will you do if Monica wins immunity?

shoot myself in the head?


Who do you think your key allies are here?

no one?

lol MAYBE fabio and... well, hopefully rob cause he's gotta know there's no one else.





hmmmmmm... short answers... okay what would i do if monica won immunity, really??? if she agrees to go for fabio i'd do that. and if i can actually believe that she is... i might do that. hell i could even tell her i am gonna use it on rob so we cant vote him cause i dont trust the whole S1 alliance to keep me... and then just keep my idol and use it on myself


i think i'd rather vote out austin if she wins... if i can grow to trust fabio, really quickly... that he would really vote monica.





i soooo dont know what i'd do. and thing is, i bet she will win it. she's never been able to be voted before, why start now?

[Fabio Birza]

This so WAS your game