Post by Sierra Reed on Dec 9, 2010 1:01:37 GMT -5
during tribal council
i'm so jealous of you... or anyone who gets to see what monica does this tribal council.... i so want to see how she plays this. all i can do is imagine what she's saying to ppl...and what she's thinking
i love that me and rob are immune. couldn't have worked out any better. i mean there is still some challenge in voting the right person and having them actually leave... and there is a possibility that fabio could go... which would suck, since ...
well, he gave me his answers, told me to get a good puzzle score. mind you some of them were wrong and i already had a lot of them done myself at that point... the thing is, he told me that monica was planning on voting me out. he showed it to me, the convo, and told me he wanted me to win immunity and did what he could to help me. whether or not it was a lot of help... it's the gesture that counts.
i actually just wanted rob to win anyway. the cherry on top is monica is getting second, being so close. i love that.
but okay the bad part of this is that... being the overly-emotional person that i am... i couldn't just keep it to myself anymore. i literally just blew up at monica...
well not really BLEW up. i told her i was voting her or steph, that i knew what was going on, and that i was hurt that she used me the entire game.
of course she went right to fabio about all that which put fabio in a crappy position.
so for that, i am sorry. i apologized to fabio...
i dont know, i just... when things happen, i have to confront it. i find it so hard to just bite my tongue. i'm too opinionated, and too ... well, emotional. god i have said that a lot this game.
anyway, i'm not talking to monica anymore. she finall admitted she always had that final 3. hopefully fabio can... get them to not vote him. if austin votes with them they have three votes, and steph has a double vote nullifier that if used right, can give them the majority should myself or rob choose not to use our double votes.
speaking of that... if i use my idol, i'm not using my double vote...
but if i decide not to use my idol, for whatever reason... which is like not an option to me at this point but there is still lots of time for my mind to wander... if i dont use my idol, i'm definately using the double vote
and i'm telling fabio i'm using it, and telling rob... hell i'm telling everyone i am using it, regardless. not steph and monica because i wont be talking to them anymore
austin came to me, right after results, and was asking me who i was gonna vote... blah blah blah. both rob and fabio agree that i cant tell austin so i'm gonna tell him i'm voting steph with my double vote and there will be atleast 2 votes on monica, so either way he'd like to vote would be good.
so i'm basically telling him nothing.
i assume he will vote fabio, with steph and monica. HOPEFULLY that is three votes, and steph does not have a double vote. that would SUCK.
now... we need atleast five, in case steph plays her vote nullifier correctly.
i will hope that austin would vote monica or steph but i doubt it...
i am sure fabio will use his double vote, since it's his neck on the line...
but you never know, maybe fabio can like do enough damage control that they vote austin thinking fabio will, with them. you never know... stranger things have happened.
if it were possible to MAKE them vote me, and me use my idol, then i would, but the best i can think of is to get fabio to tell them i'm not using it and that they should all vote me... then use my idol and nullify all of their votes. but that wouldn't work i don't think...
so basically my plan is to try and get rob to use his double vote... which i dont think he will becuase he's safe... and try and see if it's possible to get austin to vote any other way than how monica and steph will be voting.
and decide whether or not i want to use my idol and/or my double vote...
oh and my vote will be for monica, by the way. it's 50-50 chance with both of them, as to who the nullifier will be used on...
i'd rather take the chance on voting the person i ultimately want to see leave.
and that's it.
oh my god i wish i could watch monica scramble and stuff... i wish i coulda talked to her more after i finally got to confront her but... i did enough damage in like the five or ten minutes that i had... the five or ten highly unresponsive minutes...
but yeah, that was my high point of this game. finally confronting her about it. i just wish it had lasted longer and been less impactful on fabio's game.
also just knowing that they have to vote one of their own now regardless...
that's a good feeling. past season alliances should be saved for all-stars games, imo. i'm happy to be a part of this... i'm happy to be one of the people that are making a stand against them, finally, after all this time.
i should have just voted stephenie out, with JT, a long time ago... made it steph instead of fab.
LOL.
ah well this is fun. despite how bitter i am. how upset i am. and how betrayed i am... i've been dealing with it for ahwile, not like i just found out... but despite everything negative going on right now... there is some positive now too.
and this is just a lot of fun.
i'm so jealous of you... or anyone who gets to see what monica does this tribal council.... i so want to see how she plays this. all i can do is imagine what she's saying to ppl...and what she's thinking
i love that me and rob are immune. couldn't have worked out any better. i mean there is still some challenge in voting the right person and having them actually leave... and there is a possibility that fabio could go... which would suck, since ...
well, he gave me his answers, told me to get a good puzzle score. mind you some of them were wrong and i already had a lot of them done myself at that point... the thing is, he told me that monica was planning on voting me out. he showed it to me, the convo, and told me he wanted me to win immunity and did what he could to help me. whether or not it was a lot of help... it's the gesture that counts.
i actually just wanted rob to win anyway. the cherry on top is monica is getting second, being so close. i love that.
but okay the bad part of this is that... being the overly-emotional person that i am... i couldn't just keep it to myself anymore. i literally just blew up at monica...
well not really BLEW up. i told her i was voting her or steph, that i knew what was going on, and that i was hurt that she used me the entire game.
of course she went right to fabio about all that which put fabio in a crappy position.
so for that, i am sorry. i apologized to fabio...
i dont know, i just... when things happen, i have to confront it. i find it so hard to just bite my tongue. i'm too opinionated, and too ... well, emotional. god i have said that a lot this game.
anyway, i'm not talking to monica anymore. she finall admitted she always had that final 3. hopefully fabio can... get them to not vote him. if austin votes with them they have three votes, and steph has a double vote nullifier that if used right, can give them the majority should myself or rob choose not to use our double votes.
speaking of that... if i use my idol, i'm not using my double vote...
but if i decide not to use my idol, for whatever reason... which is like not an option to me at this point but there is still lots of time for my mind to wander... if i dont use my idol, i'm definately using the double vote
and i'm telling fabio i'm using it, and telling rob... hell i'm telling everyone i am using it, regardless. not steph and monica because i wont be talking to them anymore
austin came to me, right after results, and was asking me who i was gonna vote... blah blah blah. both rob and fabio agree that i cant tell austin so i'm gonna tell him i'm voting steph with my double vote and there will be atleast 2 votes on monica, so either way he'd like to vote would be good.
so i'm basically telling him nothing.
i assume he will vote fabio, with steph and monica. HOPEFULLY that is three votes, and steph does not have a double vote. that would SUCK.
now... we need atleast five, in case steph plays her vote nullifier correctly.
i will hope that austin would vote monica or steph but i doubt it...
i am sure fabio will use his double vote, since it's his neck on the line...
but you never know, maybe fabio can like do enough damage control that they vote austin thinking fabio will, with them. you never know... stranger things have happened.
if it were possible to MAKE them vote me, and me use my idol, then i would, but the best i can think of is to get fabio to tell them i'm not using it and that they should all vote me... then use my idol and nullify all of their votes. but that wouldn't work i don't think...
so basically my plan is to try and get rob to use his double vote... which i dont think he will becuase he's safe... and try and see if it's possible to get austin to vote any other way than how monica and steph will be voting.
and decide whether or not i want to use my idol and/or my double vote...
oh and my vote will be for monica, by the way. it's 50-50 chance with both of them, as to who the nullifier will be used on...
i'd rather take the chance on voting the person i ultimately want to see leave.
and that's it.
oh my god i wish i could watch monica scramble and stuff... i wish i coulda talked to her more after i finally got to confront her but... i did enough damage in like the five or ten minutes that i had... the five or ten highly unresponsive minutes...
but yeah, that was my high point of this game. finally confronting her about it. i just wish it had lasted longer and been less impactful on fabio's game.
also just knowing that they have to vote one of their own now regardless...
that's a good feeling. past season alliances should be saved for all-stars games, imo. i'm happy to be a part of this... i'm happy to be one of the people that are making a stand against them, finally, after all this time.
i should have just voted stephenie out, with JT, a long time ago... made it steph instead of fab.
LOL.
ah well this is fun. despite how bitter i am. how upset i am. and how betrayed i am... i've been dealing with it for ahwile, not like i just found out... but despite everything negative going on right now... there is some positive now too.
and this is just a lot of fun.